Chapter 41

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BRINLEY'S POV

I feel something heavy move on my chest, my headache hits me as soon as I open my eyes. I look down to Hunter laying on my chest, he's using my breasts as pillows. He's in between my legs with his arms wrapped around my waist, It almost forget that we broke up.

Oh god.

What have I done, I'm fully aware I'm completely naked. I try moving out of his hold and he groans rolling over onto his back, still fast asleep. I pad to the bathroom as quiet as possible. I do my business and look at my naked reflection while I wash my hands. I have hickeys all over my neck, I scowl at myself.

I tiptoe back into his room searching for my underwear while a small light escapes through the curtain, I walk towards his drawers pulling out his boxers, I slip them up my leg and a black t-shirt over my head. I can't believe what I've done. I wanted to keep my distance to make sure I was completely ready.

"Hi", a soft voice speaks breaking me from my thoughts. I turn to see him sitting on the edge of the bed starting at me.

"Why am I here?", I ask not remembering what happened.

"Well, you called me drunk and-"

"So, you thought it was a good idea to take advantage of me?", I snap.

"No!", he sighs and pushes his hair back of his forehead. "You said you wouldn't say that", he says under his breath.

"Then what!? Cause it sure looks like it", I raise my voice.

"You made me!", he yells, "You promised you wouldn't be mad"

"You could have said no!"

"I fucking did! multiple times, you wouldn't listen. You told me you'd find someone else and I couldn't let that happen!", He stands throwing his hands in the air.

"Bullshit!", I shout, He stares into my eyes before snorting out a laugh like he can't believe this.

"You weren't complaining about this last night! Only begged for it, I didn't fuck you Brin!", he admits.

"What?", we didn't?

"I knew you would be mad. You kept begging, whining and threatening me. You went on about this kid Kai... bending you over", he clenches his jaw in thought, "So, I gave you what you want because the thought of someone fucking you drives me insane", he balls his fists.

"I wouldn't do that", I scoff, "What did we do if we didn't have sex"

"Yeah right, you do when you're drunk. You're annoying too...I fingered you and I said no to sex or anything else and then you stripped and crawled into bed in a mood"

"No, why would I even call you in the first place!?", I say in disbelief. I probably did call him, I never stop thinking about him but I don't want to admit it, I'm embarrassed. I can't believe I threw myself at him.

"I don't know Brin, you tell me?", He looks deep into my eyes, I shrug and look away.

"You do fucking know, just tell me! Do you want me back?", his eyes searching mine as our eyes meet.

"I don't know.."

"Baby, it's been long enough... Please. I miss you, do you even still love me?", he stands pulling my chin towards him when I try looking away.

"I don't know", truth is I'm petrified of being hurt. I don't want to feel anymore heartbreak.

"You do, why won't you tell me. What do you want?", he swipes his thumb on my cheek back and forth. I feel myself leaning into his hand.

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