Forgotten Promise

kabanata 5

Madaling araw palang gising nako dahil hindi talaga ako natulog. Gumagawa ako ng script para sa broadcasting namin next week. One week lang naman ang semestrial break ang hassle pag sa mismong araw ko ginawa.

I'm listening to a classical music when thoughts came to my mind.

I felt bad for Anya, she's too good to be hurt so bad. Why the world is so cruel to the good ones? Bakit hindi doon sa mga masasama siya mag hasik ng lagim?

All I can do is to wish, na sana ganito at sana ganyan. I let out a sigh and continue what I am doing.

Nang nag six o'clock dumaretso ako sa cr at naligo. I decided na mag ikot ikot sa Beijing dahil matagal its been two years since I came back home.

I'm wearing all black, parang mood ko lang black. Naka coat ako dahil malamig ngayon at autumn.

As I walk down on the stairs I saw mom scrolling on his phone.

"Zaoshang hao. (good morning)." I greeted and kissed her on her cheek

"Where are you going?" She asked.

"Mag iikot lang." I said smiling.

"You won't eat breakfast?"

"Pag nakakita ako ng kainan." I said, walking towards the door.

"Okay." She said and scrolled again on her phone.

I prefer commuting today, to appreciate my surroundings.

The first place that come to my mind is the garden of roses.

Habang nasa taxi, pinag mamasdan ko ang mga nasa daan. May mga kasing age ko lang na nag lalakad. Nag tutulakan sila, napangisi ako nang walang nakapansin dun sa namumulang babae na nabunggo dun sa lalaki. Siguro crush nya.

Nang makababa ako, pinag masdan ko ang garden of roses. Wala namang nag bago sa lugar nag karoon lang isang cafe malapit doon. The cafe's name is Kape de la rosa.

Pumasok ako sa cafe at umorder para kumain alangan namang pumunta lang ako dito para titigan yung pag kain. I seated near the entrance. While eating my red velvet slice of cake, I'm watching the people who goes in and out from this cafe.

Nang matapos akong kumain, binayaran ko ang bill at lumabas. I'm just staring at the entrance of the garden, I don't know, I just felt scared to enter. Siguro bukas nalang ako pupunta dito ulet.

I decided to go to the mall, so I can buy my comfort food.

Habang nasa byahe napa busangot na naman ako dahil naalala ko nanaman ung kahapon.

How do I stop this nonsense? My! Wala pa sa plano kong mag asawa! Paano na yung sampu kong crush? Hindi na kami pwede? Ang pangit naman ng love life ko! Argh, forget it!

When I got inside the mall, the grocery store is the first one that came to my mind. I'll buy food, I'm not a materialistic person, but I collect things pero pinag iipunan ko yon.

Habang nasa grocery store, kumuha ako nga Yakult, Oreo, Stick-O, Chocolate, Ramen, at Chips and the checked out.

I'm hungry! I looked at my watch and it's already eleven fifty five!

Pumunta ako sa isang restaurant na puro pasta ang niluluto nila. I ordered Lo Mein.

"Miss, yao xiaoxin (be careful)." The waiter said cause I looked like a woman who didn't eat for months.

I ignored her and just ate gracefully. I paid the bill after and got out from the restaurant

I'm thinking what I am gonna do? Naisip ko na puntahan ang cafe ko. Meron akong sariling cafe, regalo sakin ni papa nung 14th birthday ko pero hindi ako yung nag hahandle, no to business pa ako pero yung pera sakin napupunta kaya kahit walang allowance may pera. Easy money.