Journal

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I think I found a better coping mechanism then just crying till I sleep or forcing myself to sleepover at friends house so I can't cry. I decided to start giving a fictional character everything I wish I had. I dont plan on publishing anything about her but she has everything I wish I could have. A good, faithful, boyfriend of a year or two, a loving brother, a big family that gets along, a good self esteem, raw athletic talent, ect. I wish I was her. Pretty much all I'm doing is exiting my world and entering hers for a minute. I hope this one will work. She's just me in a better world.