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Aric is so precious. We've been talking a more than normal. He's perfect. I don't see why anyone could dislike him. I don't see why girls aren't all over him. He's genuinely beautiful. His eyes are beautiful. In the sun, they are gorgeous pools of golden honey. It's mesmerizing. I could get lost in his eyes. I just wish he liked me back. I feel so lonely. I know I have wonderful friends that love me but I crave the his lips on mine. I want a sincere hug. I wanna cuddle with him while he kisses the top of my head, plays with my hair, and I bury my head in his neck and/or chest with my arms wrapped around him praying that he will never leave and mumble lovey phrases to him. I wanna show him his worth. I want to show him that he is gorgeous, handsome, beautiful, cute, lovely, perfect, charming, precious, and wonderful to me. I wanna kiss his his beautiful lips. Grab his face while his hands rest on my hips. I want to show him what real love should feel like. He deserves so much more than anyone could ever give to him. I just hope that I will be able to kiss him at least once, Hug him at least once, say "I love you" at least once. God took some time on him. I mean. Wow... He's so talented and smart and cute and funny and charming. This is gonna sound rlly bad so don't take it too far but i just wanna suck on his bottom lip while he holds me tight, preferably on a bed, and I wanna kiss his neck and call him baby while he pulls me as close as I can get😍 (NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY!! IN A WHOLESOME CUTE LOVEY DOVEY WAY!!! DONT GET ALL DIRTY MINDED ON ME!!!!)