Journal

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I might have a chance. He sent me a cheesy pickup line and I took it a little bit further. He said that he might have feelings for me but doesn't know for sure. He said maybe in the future we could be more than friends. I'm really happy. Me and my friends tried to prank him by faking a boyfriend but my friend posted the process on her story so it didn't work. He's rlly cute and I hope that one day we can be more than friends. I want to make him feel loved. He's so sad. I really want to make him happy. I'm just scared that he will leave me like Branden did. I don't want to be lonely. I hate being alone. I wanna hug him and cuddle him and hold his hand and show him the love he deserves. I hope I will be able to help him through his suicidal thoughts.