Journal

21

Ok. So. A couple people around me are dying and it's terrifying. I'm not ready. My grandma is dying fast. We are surprised that she made it this long. I'm not ready for life without her. She is so special and prominent in my life. She gave me so much self esteem and told me I was beautiful and told me that I was talented. I just pray that she will go without pain and that I will see her again. I'm also failing 8th grade and have 4 days to get my grade up. I might not go on the D.C. trip at the end of the year. I have friend drama still and I'm gonna snap soon by choking this kid until someone rips him from my hands. I'm gonna snap and nothing will be the same afterward.