Journal

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So... imma kill a kid and it's gonna be great. Backstory: so my brother has been complaining about this rlly annoying kid in his grade for about a year (he's in 6th I'm in 8th). So this morning while walking into school from the bus. The annoying kid (who I figured out is named John Paul) came up to my brother and was pushing him around. I caught up with my brother and led him away from John Paul. I see John Paul in the lunchroom during lunch period. So I walk up to him and say "Mess with my brother again and your dead." And you'd think that it might have made him think about stopping but he says "Bet, I'm not scared of you." So I say right back "I'll give you a reason to be scared of me if you mess with my brother again" and walk away. I had my brother promise me to tell me If this kid messes with him again. I assume it will happen tomorrow but I won't be there tomorrow because of my tøp concert. I have to make sure I'm ready to drop a kid on Monday because I'm not going to deal with him any longer. I'm gonna wrap my hands around his neck so tightly and force him to say sorry to my brother. I'm sick of people harassing other people in this day and age. Especially when it's my brother. I won't kill him. But ill hurt him. And make him scared of me. He will regret ever saying anything to my brother. I am the only one that can hurt him. Touch my brother and you'll be sorry I promise. God I'm shaking I'm so angry. This kid is so ignorant with his smug little face. He thinks he's so cool until I make his face purple. He's so small I could probably break him in half if I wanted to. I can't wait until I can grasp his throat in my hands as tightly as I can. I'll get in a lot of trouble but not with my parents. I hope John Paul's parents come to talk to the school and I hope that they will request to see me because I have some words for them. They must not love their child enough to make sure he's a decent person. They must not have raised him right to have him turn out like this in just 6th grade. That is wrong with him?? The audacity I swear. I cannot wait until my brother comes home and tells me that this John Paul kid is messing with him still. What kind of name even is that?!?! "John Paul" that sounds like he parents couldn't decide on what fat middle aged man name to give him so that's what they settled with. He looks like he hasn't showered in ages. His hair is so damaged and poorly cut. I just can't wait until I have his throat in my hands and my eyes staring straight into his forcing him to say sorry. I'm so mad.