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Oh my God. Aric is literally so cute. He care to youth tonight and I literally but my lip till it bled. We were sitting on the bean bags and at one point our shoes were touching and at another point our shoulders were touching and at another our elbows were touching. I couldn't stop blushing and biting my lip. He's adorable. I love him so much. I'm not gonna lie, I was staring at times. His eyes are gorgeous. They're a pretty green-brown. His glasses make him look even cuter like...😍 I love his voice so much. I could listen to it all day. I didn't know he played guitar. He's just all around perfect. I truly, honestly believe that his only downfall is his height. He is so perfect. I love him so much. I just want to call him mine. He's so funny. He literally is so adorable when he smiles. I couldn't stop blushing. He said he might have feelings but wants to stay friends until he knows for sure. He's so sweet. He wore two hoodies again. Why couldn't he fLIPPING GIMME ONE😩 He probably gives the best cuddles and kisses and hugs. He probably smells soooooo good. He said that I saved him a couple times and I wanted to cry. Meghan brought a guitar so I played our song. Hannah kept laughing at me. Every time I get a notification from him I get so excited and I have to force myself to ignore it for a minute so I don't look too clingy. When our shoulder touched I got so many butterflies in my stomach. He's literally adorable. I wanna show him how much he means to me. I prayed tonight "God thank you for bringing him here but could you hook a girl up?" Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm......... HES HECCA GORGEOUS😍🥰💞 I wanna let him see himself how I see him for a day. Maybe he wouldn't hurt himself anymore if that happened. I love him and I truly think he's perfect.