Journal

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I wanna hold him again. I want to kiss him and call him "babe" or "baby" one more time. I wish I could erase time and go back to when we were happy and in love. People say that if you dream about someone, they miss you. I call bull because there is no way he still misses me. He had a crush on 2 other girls that I know of. He's probably thinking about kissing the pretty girl or thinking about anything other than me. I don't want to miss him. I just want him to hold me and kiss me on the top of the head and whisper corny little love quotes to me or look down at me and tell me I'm beautiful again. It hurts what I can't tell him any of this. I kinda wish someone would send this to him or something even though I don't want to tell him. I love him. His eyes sparkled when he stared into me eyes. His voice was attractive and he always knew when to hug me or kiss me or sit down with me. I love you Branden and I wish all of this never happened.