Confusions Of Love

Chapter 2 "Gain some lose some"

my phone started to vibrate I hope it wasn't Sabrina telling me she heard me and Michael having sex. It was Oscar calling my phone at this time tears started to form. I picked up
"Hello?..."
Oh thank god you picked up I'm glad you're up still
"Yeah...so what's up ?
I wanted to aplogize I didn't get to see you I got called in for work then I went to school to fix everything and it's fixed I got my classes back.
Aww babe that's great and it's cool so now we're back at the same school.
Mmmhmmm I say we should celebrate tomorrow morning at IHOP sounds?
*silence*
Craig?
Yeah babe that sounds great what's time are you planning on coming ?
Maybe around 9:30 or 10am

Sounds like a plan then. You know

craig I really miss this. You know

these late at night phone calls. It feels like we're dating again. Speaking of which knowing how much of a cat you are why are up this late especially cause I thought you'll be sleep.

Just something on my mind it's pretty serious
Oh no it wouldn't effect us going out tomorrow is it
I guess you can say that
Craig... Tell me what's going on I can take it.
Oscar....
Please..craig
Oscar I'm having an affair *begins to cry*
Craig you're not serious are you kidding me....but... But....I thought you loved me. And I don't want to throw away almost 1 year.

I'm serious Ozzybear and I love you and I still do I never stopped but when we broke up we started to messing around again and during that time when we weren't talking I've met someone that I kinda grew a crush him.
How long...you know this been going on *begins to cry* cause I still want us I believe in us.

Three days as of 3 hours ago

Craig I'm willing to try with this still if you are
What you say..? Please baby I was first everything down to sex and the more important your first boyfriend.

Oh ozzy ! *begins to cry more* I love you please come over now please I want to go for a drive please.we got to talk about this.
Alright I'm on my way right now.
*phonecall concluded*
i snuck out of bed without waking michael i put on a hoodie and sweats and my addidas slippers. I waited in the living room for him. His car pulled up. I walked out of the house. Hes standinf at his car i run into his arms he swings me around and kisses me. I don't want this to end he said as his voice cracked. I said i don't want this to end either. Then he picked me up and put me against his car and started making out with me.
Then we got in the car and we drove around for like 40 minutes. Then he dropped me back home. He walked to the door and said "this is not over yet okay kitten." I blushed and said "alright talk to you in a few hours." I walked through the door and head to my room without waking anyone up. I entered my room and I saw Michael just staring at me. He said "where you go ? You was with Oscar?"
I said I went out with him yes. Craig I heard that conversation I heard you crying I don't like this. I feel you Michael I really do I just don't know what to do. Then Michael just looked down. It's weird I felt a needlessly amount of negative energy from him. It was an eerie silence between us. Then he just said I'm going back to bed. I'm heading home in the morning alright. I said okay
I understand. He got back in the bed I followed behind him. He turned his body away from mine. It felt so cold emotionally. Then I tried to snuggle up behind him I hugged him from behind. It was uncomfortable cause he went to sleep without any hesitation. The next morning I woke up Michael was gone along with his stuff. CartexzCat said *damn a leave without a goodbye* I said yeah in response to CartexzCat. I proceeded to get ready for me and Oscar's date. It was pretty windy out today. When Oscar showed up he immediately notice something's was wrong. He said "Craig what's up ? You look upset." I said "when I got back from our ride last night Michael heard our conversation and he gave me the cold shoulder last night and left my house really early without saying goodbye to me or anything."
Then Oscar said " damn that sucks, im sorry what your parents say."
I said "nothing I had to make up an excuse on why he had to go early there oblivious to the whole situation between us three."
Then it was a silence between us. Then Oscar said "so.. What you thinking?" Then I said "I'm uncertain." Then Oscar stopped the car and looked at me and said "you know we got through a lot within our relationship. Look we survived us breaking up twice and got back together. Me having girlfriend within our relationship and you messing around with Steven within our relationship until he left for the army and we're still together craig." Then I looked away from him "do you think I'm the awful for messing around with Michael?" Oscar sighed and said "I'm going to be honest I don't like that at all I'd rather you be with me cause I love you and we actually have experience and 2 I'm not willing to throw a years effort of relationship like that without fighting to keep it alive." I looked at him and said "I love you Oscar." Than gave him a kiss. He blushed and grabbed my hand and said "i love you too CartexzCat and craig even though this is a like a teenage love affair. I looked at with surprise and said "your able to see CartexzCat still."
He laughed and said " of course I can see him still I was able to see him our second month of dating. I just kept it to myself why you think I'm able to to talk to you without using words most of the time."
Omg that's true I said to myself in my mind then CartexzCat said *yes Craig I was the one that told him that you're upset when you first came out your house.*
We proceeded to drive to IHOP. It was hard to eat with all this on my mind and Oscar was starting to noticed. "Oscar this is why I wish we never broke up. Why did we agree to give each other a break. Then Oscar looked down and said "I wish we never broke up too and we have gave each other a break cause things were getting serious between me and My girlfriend and between you and steven at the time." Im just confused cause we did do the same thing that we did with Steven it wouldn't be the same cause you would be without someone and plus when Steven gets back and I'm dating you and Michael and him even though Steven said I can date other people if I wanted to. Craig that's a bit overboard don't you think. Exactly my point that's what I'm trying to avoid completely. *but I thought you and Steven was finish tho*
Me and him are finished aren't you. Yes Cartexz we are 😒😒😒
So we ate at IHOP. Then he dropped me off home. He walked me to my door and gave me a kiss on the cheek and said "see you tomorrow at school want me to pick you up ?"
I said "nah I'll take the bus, it helps me think."
"He said alright take i easy okay?"
I nodded my head and gave a kiss on the lips and walk inside my home. I go to my room. Then my phone vibrates its michael
The text said
Listen we got to talk tomorrow when you get to school maybe after class cause i need to get to a few things off of my chest. Please i know how i left this morning was a totally rude and terrible for a boyfriend to do. I want you 😽❤️.
"This is going to be a big issue tomorrow I can feel it."
CartexzCat says *yeah the crap we get ourselves into*
Should I call him i asked myself thinking starting at myself in the mirror then I felt a something knocking against my window I go towards it. I saw Michael standing there he looked as if he was crying and something has been eating at his mind. I went to the backyard where he was I walked up to him a bit nervous. He pulled me into his arms. And began to talk "Craig I just simply couldn't stay mad at you. Your simply just to cute and you mean too much to me and I know it's really too soon to be saying this but I've been thinking and planning how I was going to get you as my boyfriend. Also I want to apologize for leaving the way I did too it was real immature for me to do. Please forgive kitten...please." In his arms still I wrapped my arm back around him and surrender my body to his and said "yes... Mikey I forgive you and you came all the way from wyndanch all the way for me that so caring." Then he lets go of me and looks at me and smiles and says " so we're good ?" I said in a baby voice "of course we are Mikey." Then michael picks me up and kisses me. Then Della calls my name. Then I said " aw Mikey I got to go you better hurry and try to catch the next bus home." He laughed and said "you right, you right. So I'll see you tomorrow." I shook my head yes And then he pulled in for another hug and kiss, then I waved bye to him and then he was off.
I went back in the house CartexzCat says " oh yeah back we back in good terms with both guys."
That's true I said to myself then I thought of something
🙀😓😪 they're both going to want to talk to me tomorrow and they both see me around the same time it's not going to be a good day tomorrow.