Confusions Of Love

Chapter 8 "The meet up"

The next day I dodge Michael all day looking for Oscar all over campus but it was no hope it was as if he dropped of the face of the earth. Then CartexzCat said "maybe he dropped out of school maybe I was the only reason he was there." Then I saw his math teacher walk past so I called her name "mrs.Goldstein!" She turned to me "oh hello, I don't believe you're one of my students." I put on a gentle smile and said "no I'm not but you do have a student I'm interested in Oscar benevidas." She chuckled and said "oh yes Oscar I had him today in fact. He's top in the class. It's like magic two months ago when the class started he was doing below average but now he sped to the top." Then I thought to myself *he has been better off without me in his life I did nothing but stress him out what a burden I put on him*
"Excuse me sir?" Mrs.Goldstein said to me. I looked at her and said "yes?" She pointed behind me and said "ask him yourself he's behind you" then she walked off. I turned to see him. He looked like he have been through a lot. I blushed and said "Oscar .." He just stared at me. I feel like I'm about to cry. Then Oscar said "hiya Craig " and then put on a warm smile like he did when me and him first started dating. I turned away from him and blushed and said "Oscar are you free I must talk to you about something." He said "sure I was about to get a bite to eat anyways." He got food out of the cafe and went to table. Then he said "sit kitten" I shook me head and responded "Oscar this is pretty private let's go outside near..um sagiktos benches." He shrugged his shoulders and said "whatever you want" then we made it to the benches in sagiktos. Where sitting. It's so cold and I can feel his body heat running off of him. He was eating like a piggy. It reminded of me our first date where he had taken me to Friday's. Then Oscar turned his head to me and said "so what's this about cat?" I said explain these and threw the letters on his lap. Hm examined them and said "hmmmm ...oh yeah I remember these I wrote these for our three month anniversary."
Then I looked at with tears in my eyes and said "do you mean everything you say in those three letters, especially The break up one...hmm Oscar."
Oscar looked down and I saw him start to cry. Then he swung his head up and yelled "fuck? I'm crying again I promised I wouldn't turn into that weak guy that made me lose you! But dammit Craig... Fuck.. Dammit Craig I meant every fucking letter on that note!"
Then I put my arm around his shoulder and said "Oscar I didn't leave you because I thought you were weak. In fact I actually like the sensitive part In you cause it shows you have a soft loving side to you. But if you meant everything in that letter show me Oscar."
Then he looked up at me and kissed me. It felt so great his lips are so soft (it's not like Michaels lips are soft but they kiss different.) then he put his hand in my face. Oscar pulled away and said "you're so cold." Then he pulled me into his chest. *im remembering all the reasons why I love this man such a sweetheart* then I go to kiss him again our lips touch. It felt like a dream I've been wanting to come true again. Then I heard my name being called and my world shattered and it from a dream to a nightmare in a matter of seconds. "Craig..." It was Michael. I stood up from the bench and said "Michael I thought you had class around this time. How you know I was here?"
Then curled his hands into fist and said in a really dark tone "I do the teacher never should up, then I went to captree to see if you were there you wasn't so I asked Chrissy she said you went here. I find you here making out with your ex."
Then Oscar said "stop it! It's not Craig's fault I found him and I brought him here and kissed him."
I said "Oscar.."
Then Michael came up to Oscar and went to swing at him I stepped in the way and caught Michael fist. I said "no Michael please stop it." Then Michael began to cry and yell "dammit Craig ! Move the hell out the way ! He's going to get his!" Then Michael pushed me out the way and I sat back down the bench. He charged a punch for Oscar, oscar just stared at him emotionless. I ran up and hugged Michael from behind and said "noooooo Mikey...please." Then Michael stood still and "I can't believe you would go back running to him after all the shit he put you through. No I'm out of here fuck! This." Then he push my arms off from around him and left me on my knees. Then Michael stormed off into his car and drove off. Then Oscar slowly walked up to me and kneeled down and looked at me and said "Craig I'm sorry that I cause you more grief." And he wiped the tears streaming down my cheek. And just hugged me tightly. Then I said "it's not your fault ozzybear it's all my fault." Then he stood up and picked me up. Which surprised me.(cause he has never been able to pick me up before.) I said "Oscar! When did you-" he interrupted me and said " I've been working out more since we've broken up. It kept my mind off the break up." Then he put on his back. It felt so romantic. And then he walked me to his car and said "do you want me to drop you home?" Then I look down at him and said "yes only if you come with me." He nodded his head and laughed.
*point of view from Michael after he stormed off*
(Crying) "how could he go back to him ? I'm trying my best, what does Oscar have that I don't."
I got to find an answer but who to talk to? Craig's parents but he'll probably be there a fight like that. Wait a sec I know who to go to that nurse from the hospital. She has gotten close with Craig. I arrived and saw nurse adele standing reading some files. "Mrs.adele !" She looked up and said "why Michael long time no see, how's you and Craig?"
I looked at her and said "it not going good at all. He's talking to Oscar again. I just simply don't get it what does Oscar got that I don't. I make him happy and try my hardest."
Then she frowned and said "come with me to my office so we can talk." We talked and she said " be persistent and be more like Oscar." So I'm going to head to Craig's house and apologize about earlier and talk to him. So I drove.
*the point of view is now back to Craig*
I look at Oscar as he leans towards me to kiss me. I push him away and say "stop it I can't do this, it's simply not right." Then Oscar said "I thought you miss me carter." Then I turned me head away from him and said "I do..but I like Michael still even I highly doubt he still wants to be with me." Then I heard knocking on my door. It was Michael and he said "but I do still want to." Then Oscar stood up and stood between us two and pushed Michael and said "what the hell are you doing here. You ended Craig earlier." Then Michael punched Oscar to the floor. And said "I never remember me saying I broke up with him." Oscar mouth was bleeding roughly all over my floor. Then Oscar yelled "you son of a bitch!!" And tackled Michael to my door causing me and oscars banquet picture to fall and break to the floor. I yelled stop it you two!!! What's a matter which you?" Then Oscar low blowed Michael and put him in a headlock and popped my necklace Michael wears with my birthstone in it and it fell on top of the broken glass. I ran in between them two the two up and yelled "that's enough!! This fight is over what gotten into you two theses aren't the guys I fell for," then Michael said "I'm being more like Oscar aggressive and being a dick."
Then Oscar said "Craig this is isn't going to get worst before it's better you need to choose only one of us."
Then i said "I'll choose tomorrow now both of you get the fuck out of my house." Michael stormed out of the house and Oscar began to tear and said "I believe this actually has to be thought on." And ran out the house.
And I fell to my knees in front of the broken glass and necklace and said
To CartexzCat in the reflection "I simply I can't do know of this, this isn't love I'm going to go to the only place where I know I will be loved by the person unconditionally ."
Then CartexzCat eyes widen and said "Craig anywhere but there what about this family."
Then I start to cry and say "it's not what you thinking Cartexz."
You'll see tomorrow night.