My heart aches
The pains of missing you
I thought I was fine
But the reality comes clear
I'm really not
How could it feel so bad?
To lose a friend I never had
I thought you were real
I believed the promises made to me
I guess I was wrong
Once more I've been left
Betrayed by one trusted
Over the fact that you left me first
Is it a crime to move on?
I know that you want to
But you make me feel guilty
For being the one to go first
I didn't mean for it to happen this way
I wasn't prepared to lose you too
You kicked me while I was down
One friend then another
Out the door One by one
I was there for you
Your bad days, your good ones
On the edge, always a friend
But when I feel alone
When I'm on that ledge
You fuck me over
I know I wasn't good enough
I know that I'm not worth it
I can't be fixed
But this goodbye is final
And I ask once more
How can I feel this bad again?
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Paper Life
RandomThis is my shitty poetry book to help sort through the thoughts and feelings coursing through me. Some of it probably isn't real poetry but just words. NOTE: There will not be regular updates.
