You were my friend
One of the best
I thought we'd last forever
That was wrong
It took nothing for you to leave
I felt abandoned.
I couldn't explain
What it felt like to be me
Worthless
Annoying
Never good enough
You didn't know how it felt for someone to abandon you
I wish you the best
So you can kiss my ass later
When it doesn't work out
I thought you were different but I was wrong
Maybe someday someone will care enough not to abandon me
To love me for me
No judgement will be seen
I'm not the person I was
She died long ago
I'm someone new and she will never been seen again
I have to do this alone
For myself
To find who I truly am
My body wanted to live
My mind fought to die
Fight or flight
I'm not sure
Only you chose flight
Left me alone
Abandoned
Afraid
I'm never coming back again
You left me cold, broken, and alone
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Paper Life
RandomThis is my shitty poetry book to help sort through the thoughts and feelings coursing through me. Some of it probably isn't real poetry but just words. NOTE: There will not be regular updates.
