You didn't see
As I lay in the dark
All alone, the tears
A cascading waterfall down my faceYou didn't understand
But I didn't either
How could you be so cruel?
It's the reason we don't talk
One more lethal injection
My heart can't take anymore
Just bury me, end the painMaybe my heart is too big
But this pain I feel
It never ends
It's my sea of agony
And I'm drowning withinMy biggest goal
Is to never be like you
The biggest difference
I can't tell my dreams from realityI wake up in pain
Was it real? Was it in my head?
They mix together
A sea of images
I feel it getting bad again
The weight on my chest
Growing heavier, heavier
Pull it off
Save my from myself
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Paper Life
عشوائيThis is my shitty poetry book to help sort through the thoughts and feelings coursing through me. Some of it probably isn't real poetry but just words. NOTE: There will not be regular updates.