DECEMBER 24th : 9:00PM
Have you ever just look at your man and just admire him? Like how god can just make you bump into the right person at the right time. That's how I get when with Tj. When I say I have never loved anybody how I love this boy I mean it. We're not together but I'm in love with him and he's everything and more.
"What girl?" He smiled as he glanced at me once before putting his eyes back on the the game.
"I love you" I said grabbing his chin and turning his head towards me.
"Love you too" he gave me a kiss before putting his eyes on the game once more. Grabbing his face I placed a trail of kisses on his jawline before sitting back onto the headboard of the bed. Being new to giving and receiving affection I just love it.
"I'm mad clingy, sorry" I picked up my phone. I know sometimes he's tired of me being all over him and I feel that deep down in my soul.
"It's cool. I like when your all over me it just goes to show affection" he said as I nodded.
30 MINUTES LATER
Sitting on Tj's bottom half as we talked he had on some Tommy Hilfiger boxers and grey shorts. He knew what he was doing when he put those on.
"I gave you all these?" I laughed as I turned the flash on his stomach. He had hecka hickies down there.
"Yeah" he laughed as he put his hands behind his head. This boy is so fine it don't make no sense.
"I really need to get my nails done" I said placing my hand on his stomach as I looked at my nails. I don't remember the last time I've had them done.
"They don't look that bad as your making it seem" He grabbed my hand looking at them.
"Eh" I replied cause I'm just one of those females. Taking my attention from my hands to him, he just smiled as he stared at me causing me to blush.
"I can't get over how beautiful you are" He examined my face as I blushed in reaction to his charm. He always tells me im beautiful and I love the feeling of him boosting my self esteem a bit more.
"Thanks bubba" I kissed him as I wrapped my arms around his neck. It started to get intense be not here in my dads house though so I pulled away. I got off of him and laid down. I can't sleep on him because my dad could walk in at any given moment, and we don't want those problems right now.
"Aww daddy baby tired" Tj said placing kisses on my bottom lip. He always does that. I'm not a hard sleeper so I feel and hear the little things. I snuggled up close to him and slowly dozed off to sleep.
CHRISTMAS DAY
I told my dad I don't want anything from him. Just because him being a great dad is enough. Of course he still bought me clothes and shoes. I actually got my dad a audiobook subscription, new church shoes, a new bible journal, and a gift card to a bookstore.
Deciding to vlog me and Tj giving each other our gifts I sat the camera and ring light up as we sat on the floor in the room facing each other. Taking the first present I shook it close to my ear and after not figuring out what it could be I started opening it.
"No you did not" I said as I seen what it was, a Versace shoe box. Opening the present all the they're the ones I've been wanting. The green Versace Cross Chainer sneaker.
"Yes I did" he replied and I wrapped my embrace around his body tightly.
"Thank you" I sat back down.
"Open the rest" he said as I let him go. I opened the rest, and I must say he listens to everything I say.
He also got me some more AirPods cause my other ones are messed up, more ugg boots, a clear Louis Vuitton purse and fashion nova clothes. I've been looking for that purse for the longest.
"Thank you bubba, I Love you" I hugged him.
"Your welcome ma and I love you to" he replied.
Tj opened his presents. Funny thing is I just about got him the same things he got me. Versace cross chainer sneakers, a custom controller with us two on it, a Gucci book bag, and fashion nova clothes. It's just that we always talked about getting the Versace shoes but never took the time to get order any.
"Thank you niyah" he hugged me tightly as he put all of his weight onto me causing me to lay back onto the floor. Taking his head he rubbed it in an up and down motion onto my shoulder. He loves to do that and I don't understand why.
"Your welcome" I laughed as he lifted up and took my hand to help me up.
"Wait" we both said at the same time as we started laughing.
"You go first" he motioned for me to go. Reaching my hand behind me he did the same and thought of an agreement.
"Same time 5...4...3...2..1" I yelled and we both exchanged gifts opening it at the same exact time.
"Thank you bubba" I jumped on him because he got me an iPhone 11 Pro Max as well me. We both had the iPhone 8 Plus so an upgrade was highly needed.
"No, thank you" he hugged me tightly. I've been buying and planning gifts for him since the middle of November. My checks from YouTube are big so I have money, no doubt about it. I'm only 17 so I have nothing to really invest my money into so most of it goes into the bank and it's just sitting there.
Putting our stuff up we set our phones up and the first thing we did was go to the bathroom to take pictures because we looked so cute and adorable In our Christmas pjs. You and yours could never.
"You see this? This mines" he said getting behind me as he recorded and people would swear up and down were together. He posted the video and every time we do stuff like this people go bonkers. They want us to be together. I mean hey who wouldn't?
"I want to take a trip outside of the country. Just me and you" I said as I walked out of the bathroom as he trailed close behind. I've been thinking about that frequently now. Mundau beach in Trairi, bora bora, or even Hawaii. Those are my goals and I'm going to go before I leave this earth.
"We definitely have to one day. Sex on the beach sounds fantastic right now" he said as I bussed out laughing. He don't mind doing whatever whenever. We had sex in the car outside of the movie theater but in my offense he totally provoked it. It was raining and his windows are tented so it was fine.
"You nasty" I chuckled as I smiled to myself and shook my head. Very very nasty, but I match his nasty so it's perfectly fine with me.
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