Aniyah
Later the same exact day✨
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Kaylen and Des left hours ago which leaves me here all by myself eating cheesecake and pushing away my thoughts by reading stories from Wattpad. This is what I do in spare time.
The doorbell rung which caused me to groan as I slid out of bed. I made my way downstairs.
"Who is it?" I yelled as I approached the door. Unfortunately no one answered which called for me to check through the peep hole.
No one was there so I unlocked the door and slowly eased it open. Once seeing that there was nobody there I stepped out and stepped on a bouquet of roses. Picking them up I checked to see who they were from which it said 'anonymous'. Looking down both ways of the hall no one was there. That's weird.
I took them in and locked the door. Sitting the roses on the island the first thing that popped in my head was 'show the girls' so I FaceTimed all of them at the same exact time.
"Okay, so you guys know how I am in these types of situations. I get to overthinking and with everything that's going on is no help. The doorbell rung so I go get it. No one was there, so stepping out the door I bumped into some flowers" I turned the camera around.
"Who are they from?" Zion asked. I put the camera on the tag so they could see.
"Yeah, that's pretty weird" she shrugged.
"Don't be freaked out though it could possibly be nothing" Kaylen shook her head.
"Right" Veronica added.
"It's weird and absurd, but I just wanted to hear you guys opinion about it" I shook my head. I could possibly be overthinking this whole thing, but with everything that's going on right now gives me every right to.
"Just relax and possibly don't overthink it" Kaylen said.
Someone knows where I live.
"Okay, love y'all"
I didn't want them to know that I wanted to cry because I'm a big girl and they have lives just as I do. Mines may be in a rut, but I don't want them to constantly worry about me.
"Love you to, just call us if you need anything" they said. I nodded and hung up.
Meanwhile I'm looking over my shoulder 24/7, having to fight bitches over dumb shit, and a nigga broke my heart in a million pieces.
It's crazy how all these things are happening to me in a point in my life where I suppose to relax and have a stress free pregnancy, live worry free, and never have to worry about the safety of my daughter or the condition she lives in. All this stress built upon me and I can't give up. If it wasn't for my baby I would have lost my sanity. I would be dead to the world.
For my baby I will push through.
I locked the doors and turned the lights off. I dragged myself upstairs and fell onto my bed.
6:34am
Very aware of everything around me, I can't fall deep asleep. I'm sleeping lightly nowadays.
