My phone vibrated on my pocket, I took it out and saw it comes from Jennie. She sends a message. I opened my phone and head to our chat box. My jaw literally dropped when I saw what she sends to me.
Jendeukie❤️
- Yah, unnie, look what we've got hihi.
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- We just bought new Army Bombs!!💜💜💜
Sooyaa❤️
Yah! Why didn't you buy me one?😭 -
Jendeukie❤️
- Oh, we are so sorry, unnie. We ran out of money and we also don't have extra money with us to buy you one too... We're very sorry unnie :(
- I'll promise to buy you merchandise of Bt21 Rj or Army Bomb next time, unnie.😚
- Gotta go, unnie. Bye, love yahh!❤️
Seen.
Sighed. I do envy them so much, the three of them already have three complete versions of Army Bombs. While me... While me, I only got one.
It's really hard when you are not financial stable and at the same time you are a Fangirl. You're just end up being envious at the other fans who can buy complete albums, BT21 merchandise, Army Bomb. They are lucky they can watch and attend on Bangtan's concert or fan sign event. While me-- nevermind...
I just arrived at Seoul two weeks ago, I left My Family on Gunpo, where I was born and where My Parents live. I followed My Sister here so that I can also find a job. I want to help unnie, I want My Parents to rest and stop working just to give and provide our needs. Unnie and I are now grow ups, I think it's our time to pay back all of My parents hard work just to make us live in simple and peaceful life. We might not be rich, but our Family is full of love and happiness and I am contented with that.
Speaking of work, I'll start looking for a new job today. I want to work hard so that I can earn a lot of money. In that way, I can help Eomma and Appa and stop depending on them. Family and needs first before other stuffs. I'll just buy my own happiness if I would have some extra money.
I took a bath first before I picked my outfit. I ended up wearing my plain white pencil skirt, black tank top partnered with white blazer that matches my skirt. After that, I put a light make up on my face, I also sprayed my perfume on my body, neck and wrist. For my final look I let my long straight hair down with a one black hair clip on the left side, I wore my white stiletto and white sling bag. And the most important thing I need to bring is my papers of infos that I have already arranged and filed up in one long folder.
So... I am now done! I'm good to go. Hope this goes well and end up getting a good job.
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"Hi, I am here for the job--"
"I am sorry but there are no available spot anymore, all of the vacants are already full." For the twelve building I entered, it's full again. God, this is tiring, It's been six hours since I have started looking for a job to applied on.
Ugh, my foot is already hurt. Damn this heels, if outfits doesn't include on their requirements, I would never wear a heels. Like duh, it hurts so much. That's why I hate heels but I have no choice. *Sighed*. I know that when I go back home my feet will looked liked tortured again.
Okay, I surrendered. I'll just continue this tomorrow, I can't take it anymore uh no my body rather. Why does it's so hard to find a decent and good job? My allowance are getting less and less because of the transportation. I haven't ate my lunch yet since I am saving my money. I need to save this till I got my first salary.
And yeah, life sucks. I go home with no job, hungry and brought a wounded foot with me. Wow, am I that numb? I didn't felt any pain so I didn't noticed that my ankle is already bleeding a bit. I got small cuts and blisters.
Way to go, Jisoo. What a dumb luck you have.
Kim Seokjin My Bias, My strength, My inspiraion, My only love
