(S/O/C): Slasher Of Choice
Dear (S/O/C),
Did you know, a day didn't go by that I didn't think of you? At least five times a day. When I first woke up, when I was sitting alone, even when I was out with people, when I went to bed, I thought about you for almost the whole day.
If I'm being honest, I don't know why am saying this in the past tense... I still think about you every day, at least five times a day. I wonder if you think about me like I think about you, if you wonder how I'm doing like I wonder about you, and so many other questions.
Things have been like this for years. We need to move on... I need to move on. Oh Lord, I need to move on.
My family, my friends, and everybody else, when they hear our story they think I'm being dramatic... Hell... Maybe I am. Maybe I'm completely overreacting.
Nobody seems to understand how hurt I am. I know it seems small and dramatic, but it meant a lot to me... You meant a lot to me.
Maybe it was that charming personality. You were a pretty good person when we first met. You somehow managed to hook me right away. I'll never forget that night we met.
There's a small possibility that it could've been your looks. Those (color) eyes will always be stuck in my memory. Your perfect smile will always be imprinted in my memory as well.
But if I was attracted to you because of your looks, why has it been years? Surely if I was only interested in you because of your appearance, you would have left my mind, but you stayed put.
I don't know what happened to us. Or even if there was an us. I'd like to think there was.
Was it love? Was it a crush? Did I only think you were attractive? Why did you stay in my mind for so long?
Why did I have to care so much? Why did you have to care so little?
I can tell you so many things about you. Your birthday, your past, your favorite color, about your family, your hopes and dreams, so many things. But could you even tell me my birthday or my middle name?
I paid attention to you. Every word that came out of your mouth has been engraved in my brain. Did you ever even listen to anything I said?
We never officially dated, but I cared about you... And I thought you cared about me. I guess I was wrong.
So this is it.
No more staying up at night thinking about you, no more dreaming about you, no more writing about you, no more worrying about you, and no more you.
It wasn't love. I thought you were my first love... I guess it wasn't love. That's what everybody keeps saying anyways.
I just want to thank you for this learning experience. Well, I have nothing else to say. Goodbye, (S/O/C).
Sincerely,
Y/n
(A/N: This is a little something I wrote to release some of the feelings I feel in real life and I decided to turn it into a sad one shot because why not? Anyways, stay beautiful💞)
