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on christmas night, i was surprised at how gray my apartment becomes when it's just me and myself inside it. mina surprised me by not even telling me she went home for christmas. and home for her is japan.

i couldn't even lie to myself that it isn't a tad bit lonely that very night. the roses i bought for mina seemed to be expecting what happened that night that it didn't take itself a few hours to wither.

but it's okay, it's fine. i understand, and it's nothing to be angry about. instead of weeping by myself inside that damn cold of an apartment, i hurried to vernon's party alone. i left her a text message greeting her a merry, merry christmas without me. and of course i wouldn't say that exactly.//

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