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another week later and i found myself on a hospital bed-- again.

apparently my sleepless nights, my nightly drinking habits, my skipping of meals, and the stress on my studies took a toll on my sickness that made me pass out too often again.

i can't help but laugh at how mina left me like this. and then the next thing, i'll find myself crying at how i suddenly remember things like how often mina tried to reject me before, how often she was dazed and worried about something she wouldn't tell me, how often she deliberately not answer my calls, and how oftentimes she would try to tell me about something and ending up shrugging it all off.

and i thought, maybe she suffered too. maybe it was hard for her to do this too, maybe it was a lot harder for her than it is for me.

and fuck, after all the things she did, i still care, and i hate it.//

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