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at first, i couldn't understand why i was being an asshole. i didn't understand why i started making silly arguments with her. but now i understand. the moment she showed me through her eyes that she was tired, and that she was starting to let go, i started to understand why.

i wanted her, hell, i needed her, but not what we have anymore. i couldn't bring myself to tell her that, to tell her that i don't want anything else anymore, that i just want her only to me. it was a very selfish thing to ask, that's why i couldn't tell her.

the moment she started losing grip of me was when i realized that i was just making her say what i couldn't tell her, that i was just passing her the burden of letting go. because i couldn't possibly do it, i couldn't do it.

and so after a few more little arguments, she finally broke up with me.//

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