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it was hard.

when i thought the pain was subsiding, my thoughts got even worse as i imagine the times when we were together. maybe she was with the other person when she wasn’t coming home. maybe it the man she was with when we crossed path in front of the university gates. maybe it was the man i saw her with on the streets of japan. maybe it was one of the people she was busking with. and maybe i was the only one who doesn’t know.

my chest throbs even more as series of moments flashes inside my head. i called jimin in desperation of answers. asking him if what mina said was true, if she was just making up reasons for me to hate her, or if everything was just a prank or a set up.

i lost it when he apologized. “fuck you!” i cursed at jimin as mina’s apologetic voice rang inside my head once again. i threw my phone in rage, not knowing what else i could do to stop the pain.//

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