Don't you think I'm already pretty broken?(Werehog Sonadow) {finish}

Chapter 2

Shadow PoV:

I was returning from a mission to Soleanna, people suspected the return of a demon that I had the luck (or horror) to face; Mephiles the Dark.

I couldn't believe he could come back, it was the return of a descent into Hell. The first time I confronted him, he knew exactly what I feared the most;

rejection and loneliness.

This demon had taken my appearance the first time, he understood that by copying my form, the world will take me for the culprit of the Solaris disaster.

Since my creation I was always surrounded, Maria, Professor Gerald, Dr. Robotnik, Rouge, Omega ......

Sonic...

It is the only one to who I show my "weaknesses", of course I trust Rouge and Omega. But with Sonic ... I have a blind trust in him. It's this way and only this way.
Of course, I realized what I feel for him. I already tried to tell him, but it's too hard.
Once I burst into tears, obviously, he was worried. It's also that day that I start to confide on my memories coming back and my nightmares from the ARK.

"-Shadow? Shadoooow ~? Rouge says, taking it out of my thoughts
-mh?
-You dream since just now, something is wrong?
-Yes I'm all right, I was just wondering if Mephiles had really returned." I replied calmly with a little harsh in my tone.
-Do not worry I'm sure it's not him and then if it's the case, we will show him again the power of our team, okay? According to the pilot, we landed soon.
I had completely forgotten that we were in a helicopter of G. U. N., I would have preferred to do a Chaos Control, but if Mephiles is really there, it is better not to attract him with a Chaos Energy.

We finally landed at HQ G.U.N. where we made our report and then go back home:
Omega is installed at the headquarters and helps other agents,
Rouge to move on Angel Iland with Knuckles (without the agreement of the echidna)
and I live in a apartment in town. When I got home, I just had coffee for breakfast. The mission took a week and it took us all night to return to Westopolis by helicopter. I was exhausted at the same time and unable to sleep, I did not sleep in the helicopter, it was impossible with the noise and then I did not want to scare the pilot by shouting if I had a nightmare, I I've had all week:
experiences, the time when commander tried to kill me .... The death of Maria .... And one I never had...

Three nights ago:

I was at a party organized by Silver, everyone was there Blaze, Amy, Knuckles, ... even Tails and Cream were here. Everyone laughed, talked and danced. I was in a corner of the room talking to Sonic. I felt good with him, then I asked Sonic to follow me in the garden, I felt that this time, I could tell him my feelings.
When we arrived in the garden, Sonic spoke first:
"-So Shadow, what do you want to tell me?
-Sonic, I-I.... " my heart start beating fast!
"-I-ILikeYouMoreThanAFriendPleaseCanYouBeMyBoyfriendAndAcceptMyFeelings??!!!!" Wow... I said that so much fast...my head was facing the ground, waiting for a response:
"Oh, Shadow..."he came closer to me and make me face him, I was thinking that he would kiss me but:
" - Do you really think that someone could love you? Please be serious for a second...
-B-but Sonic...? " All my body was shaking in shame and fear.
" - I never thought you were so pathetic!" It was Knuckles' voice Everyone stared at me with a look of judgment and a bad smile.
Blaze spoke:
" -if we became your friends, it's because you made us pitied"
Then, everyone start laughing at me, I was cover in shame.
I then woke up.

In the present:

I really need to talk to Sonic right now but... It's 8:00 am, I don't even know if he's awake.
I grab my phone and call him... WAIT WHAT??!!
Oh my Chaos I really need to sleep, but I hear him:
-Hello?
-Sonic? It's Shadow?... Am I bothering you....?
-Oh,Shadow!No, of course not, on the contrary, since your mission to Solaris I have not heard the time of your voice. How are you ?"

Oh no, what am I going to do?? Should I talk about my dreams? Will he be mad? I just say the first world that I can say:
"-.... Bad"
Great job Shadow, you didn't want Sonic to worried about you and you tell that you're feeling bad!

"-What's wrong? Would you like me to come to your home that we can together?
-I-if that don't disturbing you...
-of course not! You're my friend, I'll come around 10:00 am, I just got something to do, see ya later Shad!
-B-bye Sonic!"