Don't you think I'm already pretty broken?(Werehog Sonadow) {finish}

Chapter 17

Sonic PoV :

When I arrived, I saw that there wasn't only Amy and Tails : Rouge and Knuckles were here to.
I had imagine that she would shout or slap me but she was calm.
"- I imagine you're here for Shadow...
-Rouge told me what's happened. And she got something to tell you...
-I'm so sorry to shout at you and slapped you. My feelings took me... Shadow is a brother to me. I'm scared that the ARK, Maria, GUN, black Doom and now that make him do something stupid!
-it's okay Rouge, I understand you...
-so now Sonic, can you explain to Knuckles and me what's happened?"
I started to tell them everything, when I found him, the hospital, the test.

"-by the way Sonic! I called the hospital, the results will come in a few days at my workshop!
-thanks Tails... Oh, I told to Shadow that I will come back in an hour! I see you next time!
-Sonic wait! I want to do a little party at my club for Shadow, can you ask him to come?
-sure! Just text me for the information, bye guys! "
I get out and came back to Shadow's apartment.

"-Sweetheart,I'm home!
-hey Sonikku...
-you look sad, what's wrong?
-nothing, just got bored...
He came closer to me.
-what do you mean by 'got bored'?
-I wasn't in the mood to do anything...
-Shadow... How do you feel?
-... I don't know
-and now?
I started to tickle him, trying to make him laugh.
-I still have this feeling...
-and that?
I kissed his neck, trying to make him feel good.
-... I-I still feel that weird feeling... Sonic what is that feeling? I don't like it... Even your love don't work on it...
-Sonic please, tell me what this is... Tell me what to do to stop it... I'm begging you...
-sshhhh, it's alright Shadow... Don't worry, we'll get you out of this feeling...
-p-please tell me... What is the n-name of this f-feeling...?
-it... Depression... You are in depression Sweetheart..."

He started to cry more. I was expecting that but not so soon...
I took him in my arms and went to the living room, put some calm music. I laid on the couch with him in my arms and covered us with a warm blanket and comfort him with hugs and kisses. He was now only sobbing.

"-sshhhh calm down Sweetheart, everything is going to be alright, I'll make you feel better...
-Sonic... I don't think that it's a good idea for you to stay with me..."

I looked at him, shocked by what he was saying.

"-and... It will be better if I wasn't around anyone... "

No... No no he couldn't say that! I-it's the depression who make him saying that! It's made him think that he's useless!

'is it what Rouge was talking about...?'

"-no Shadow! You are in depression! You need to be with someone who will help you!
-I know that I'm not the only one who suffer of the rape...
-w-what a-are you t-talking about...?
My voice was so shaking...
-I saw that you cried in the hospital... I heard you crying when you were with Mrs.Vanilla... And you were the one who panicked the most at Amy's store... You are suffering a lot because of me... You should go away from me..."

Yeeaaah, I'm in a bad mood because it's cold outside so I'm writing some sad things...but don't worry, Shadow will get out of his depression! Hope you guys like it!!!