Don't you think I'm already pretty broken?(Werehog Sonadow) {finish}

Chapter 30

Sonic PoV:

I was in the forest once again. My body was hurting me. I tried to remember what happened... I was at the party... Shadow wanted to talk... He knew that I was his rapist... I started to transform...... Then nothing...

Shadow.... I need to see him!

I ran trough the forest, forgetting about my pain but it quickly came back. I went to a telephone booth and called Shadow.

Ring....

Ring....

Ring....

Ding!

*hello?*

*T-Tails?*

*Sonic?! It's been days that we have been searching you!*

*where is Shadow...?*

*in his room. But what about you?! Are you okay?! *

*p-please Tails... Can you pass me Shadow...? I really need to talk to him....*

I waited some minutes before hearing a dull cold voice.

*hello.*

*S-sweetheart...? *

*... What do you want?*

*please forgive me! I promise you that I didn't want to! I couldn't control myself! I love you!!*

*.... I have been hiding my feelings for you for three fucking years, convincing myself that you were straight, already having someone that you loved or that you were hating me! I wanted to tell you so bad that it was hurting me... I thought it was possible that we had a sweet relationship....*

*Shadow I-*

*but I was wrong! we were a couple for not even two days that you already hurt me, lied to me and used me!I was already a weapon for G.U.N. and now what am I to you?! A toy?! An object just to please you?! Don't you think I'm already pretty broken?!*

I heard that Shadow was crying and that he let himself fell on the floor.

*Shadow..... I regret everything that I did to you.... If I could, I would go back to the past and make sure that I never raped you... Please let start our relationship again... I still love you... *

*.... But I don't... I hate you... I don't want to see you around me again... *

I felt my heart shattering. His words were like dagger.

*I packed up your clothes. Your bag is in front of the door. Go get it and get out of my life... We're breaking up...*

*no please sweetheart... I can't live without you!*

*and I can't leave with the feeling that you could rape me again! I don't want to suffer anymore! Just talking to you make me sick!*

*Shadow wait-!!*

He hung up.

I let myself fell against the wall of the cabin. I curled up into a ball and cried and screamed.

"he doesn't want you anymore... He doesn't need you anymore... No one needs you... So why are you still alive...?"