Don't you think I'm already pretty broken?(Werehog Sonadow) {finish}

Chapter 1

Sonic PoV:

As almost every morning for 3 years, I wake up in the middle of the forest. My mouth is covered with blood. Fortunately, I know this forest, I know there is a river not very far from where I am.

My eyes drifted off white fur when I started to get up.
It's a rabbit!

He's covered with blood...
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...
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I can't take it anymore!!
This ... this ... Beast! I cannot stand "that" anymore! I do not want "it" kills! I DO NOT want to kill!

During the battle against Gaia, this beast was a carnal envelope making me stronger, it was not "me" outside, but inside I was always!
Since my return from this adventure, all the nights of a full moon are the same, I leave my home to go to the forest, I transform myself and the next day I do not remember anything! I am scared...
I'm scared to hurt a rancher or campers. I know this beast is not stupid but "it" is violent ...
Only Tails and Amy who have seen me like that during my "first" transformation. It's better like that.
I do not want anyone else to know.

I want to protect them all.
The world
The inhabitants of my country
From my city
My family
My friends
...
...
...
Him

Before I could think more, my phone rang, someone sent me a message:

* hey Sonic, it's Tails, I just want to know if you came back soon, I just looked at the trace of your GPS, you ran a lot this night. I hope you have nothing, answer me quickly.*

Tails made me a GPS to follow me and know if I have a problem in this form. I put it to myself every night when the beast has to go out. Tails is alarmed if I stay motionless for too long, if that's the case, he's hiding a spy drone in the forest, he's watching me and if he sees that I'm hurting, he's coming. The beast likes Tails, he feels fearful if Tails arrives when he is well, but he is "docile" when he is injured.

I answered:

* I'm fine Tails, he just ran and hunt all night, I'm on the way home, see you later! *

As usual I'm going to be harassed by Amy, she worries about my health since this form requires my body, which we share, to eat raw meat.
I do not seem to think that, but I am very grateful to her. Amy realized that she was not really in love with me a year ago, it was only a teenage girl's crush and she realized that our feelings were not the same.

My phone rang again, this time it's a call. I answered:
"-Hello?
-Sonic? It's Shadow ...Am I bother you? ...
-Shadow! No, of course not, on the contrary, since your mission to Soleana I have not heard the time of your voice. How are you ?"

There was a long moment of silence: "-.... Bad"

Alright, first chapter! What happened to Shadow? Mistery, mistery...
Hope you guys like this chapter. See ya next time!~