Dinarama ko ang lamig ng hangin na dumadampi sa aking balat nang marinig ko ang isang pamilyar na boses, "We are going to the Philippines together." tila kumirot ang puso ko dahil kilala ko na kung sino ang lalaking nakatayo ngayon sa likuran ko.
"No. I can do this mission alone." I said then looked deep into his eyes. I can see guilt in his face and I hate it. I hate that because of him, I can't love him.
"I don't need you and Agent Rox, hindi ko kailangan ng mga traydor sa likuran ko!" I closed my eyes to stop the raging urge to shoot him in the face with the gun that I have in my pocket.
I can't take his presence. I still love him. Damn it!
"How many times do I have to tell you that what you saw that night is not what it looks like." Lumapit ito saakin at matigas akong tinitigan sa mata.
Anong akala nya saakin? Tanga?
"I was not born yesterday and I fucking saw it!" I shouted in front of his face. I wanted to cry but I stopped myself from showing him that I'm still haunted by the pain that he caused me. I stopped trusting him since that night in Rox's apartment.
"Please... Just let me explain." Lumuhod sya sa harapan ko at niyakap ang mga binti ko. Hindi ko man aminin ay nagagalit ako sa sarili ko dahil tila isang salita lamang, isang halik ay umiikot na ulit ang mundo ko sa paligid nya.
Ipinikit ko ng marahas ang aking mata at pinilit na ilayo ang sarili sa katawan ng lalaking nakaluhod sa aking harapan.
"P-Please..." umiiyak sya habang sinasambit ang mga salita ngunit hindi na nito mababago ang desisyon ko. Hindi sya tumindig sa pagtulak ko palayo at mas lalo pa nyang idinikit ang sarili saakin.
Niyakap nya ako mula sa likuran ay ibininaon ang kaniyang mukha sa aking leeg. Nalanghap ko kaagad ang matinding amoy ng alak na nagmumula sakanya. Hindi ito maari. He's just drunk and that all.
"Leave me alone and do not follow me in the Philippines! I can protect my twin by myself!" Malakas na sigaw ko at pagkatapos ay kumawala mula sa pagkakayakap nya. I left him there while under the influence of alcohol and I will never dare to comeback.
I'm leaving today to save my mother who abandoned me and my sister who never looked for me. What a beautiful tragedy.
A/N: I'm sure you're thrilled and I like it.
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