Sierra Nevada (XXX)

35

In the Public Eye

By the time we were done with our pleasant little game both my ass cheeks were pink leaning towards red and Avi had owned me as completely as I would ever be owned. He fucked me and loved me in every way humanly possible. We changed the sheets, showered and talked some more solidifying plans and checking schedules. He did more damage control regarding our little sex tape and laughed when we dubbed it that. He made us a wonderful brunch and dozed on the couch with me in his arms. It was our last day together. I tried hard not to think about it, but it weighed heavily on my mind. He was somewhere between dreamland and reality when I started playing with his hair. He mumbled and moaned and got my name perfectly correct. Then pulled me down into his lap. "Hold that thought. I need to talk to you." Why did my brain automatically go to the dark side when he spoke seriously? "Do you honestly love me?" I wanted to slap him, after what we just did together to say that there was no love in any of that. "Okay, dumbest fucking question I have ever asked." He kissed me deeply. His body did what it was supposed to do. He looked down at himself "You shut up. My turn to get some." We laughed until it hurt.

"Seriously. I am so in love with you. I promise you it's not just the sex. That was pretty low on the list, well it was until this morning. That moved it up a notch. I have never been so open and honest with a woman and I can tell you, no one has opened to me like you have. God to be so vulnerable. Anyway. I'm gonna get sidetracked gushing over that. We love each other, would you say in love. Sincerely in love, willing to try and make this work through the years maybe try and make babies, in love?" He was talking a mile a minute and I was tearing up. I was completely invested in him and he was invested in me. I had no idea how the hell that could happen so damn fast. I couldn't speak. I nodded. "Good. So how about we." He paused. "This is hard for me." His eyes filled with tears. "I don't want to lose you and that risk exists if we do this. Let's go public. You and me. Tell me everything I need to know so dumb ass people can't throw curve balls at me and let's tell the world that I am yours and you are mine. What do you think?" I was absolutely fucking speechless. He may as well have asked me to marry him.

"Before you answer. You need to know, that fandom you are part of is going to come at you, in various ways. Some of the girls I've dated are going to come out of the woodwork. I will tell you about every relationship as I saw it. I can't tell you what they saw. Some of the fandom will be for you, some against you. Aleen will hate you for a while, but she's a good girl with a big heart and a shitty ass attitude at times, she'll come around. My family hasn't met you and we need to take care of that fast and first if we are going to do this. But overall, it should be a positive response."

"Should we talk to your publicist first?"

"I already did."

"Oh!"

"You can say no. It's a lot."

I rolled all the thoughts through my mind. "I have one question."

"Ok?"

"Does this have anything to do with the video?" He thought about it for a long moment.

"No and yes. No on my end of things. I would want this, video or no. My publicist seems to think that if I made it clear that we were in a relationship that it would ease the tension in the fandom. Personally I learned a great deal from Mitch." He held up both middle fingers. " Fuck 'em. I do what I want. I'm in love with you. I want to brag about how loved and cared for I am. It's up to you. Will you let me?" I cried all over him until I was nodding and kissing him while I sat naked straddling him on the small couch. Then we forgot all about it for a while and just made out.

He slipped easily into me and held his breath. His hands dropped to my hips and helped me find a slow and steady rhythm. I found his eyes and held them as we slowly bounced on that little couch. I felt every inch of him as he moved in me. He did everything he could think of to make me cum and had me three times before he flipped us over and he released. We showered again, got dressed and went to town for dinner. It would be our last dinner together for a while. He held my hand and refused to let it go. He sat next to me in the booth and spoke quietly with me. He was very close to me and it felt very good.

"Would we be like this all the time?"

"Yes, Baby." He smiled a slow mischievous smile.