Ofa Atu - I Love You

Chapter 14 - Mixed Emotions

Chapter 14 - Mixed Emotions

Ofa POV.

Over the next three days we spend it with the kids. Almost like a pre-made family but I could only wish it was our own kids.

On Wednesday we went to the lovely Togitogia Falls. We took some food and had a picnic and a swim in the cold waters flowing from the Waterfall and the kids loved it; Tasi was the happiest I had ever seen him since we had been going out as boyfriend and girlfriend.

On Thursday we went to Vaipalolo Deep National Marine Reserve which was also like a rock pool before heading back to Apia for lunch and made a stop into the Apia markets to shop around a bit finding cute outfits for Leeana was a feeling I would never get enough of, it made me start constantly thinking about having kids but how was I suppose to bring up this topic with Tasi, we have never ever discussed kids for our future and I'm totally clueless if he would share the same thoughts as I do. Seeing Leeana light up with every item I bought her was priceless. Tasi and Sam Jr sat in the food court of the markets pigging their faces with pork buns and 1 Litre of glass Coca Cola's while we shopped.

Friday we spent the day at Papaseea Sliding Rocks. All my years of being friends with Misty and Fili they had always mentioned this place and then I get to experience it for myself. A-MA-ZING! ... It is now my most memorable and favourite place.

Being with the kids restricted us from even kissing but we snuck in a few saliva exchanging here and there when the kids weren't looking. And then due to our lil secret acts of intimacy we ended pretending to head back up to the sliding rocks while the kids were still in the pool waiting for us to slide down, we took a turn into a bush and I guess you could say we couldn't help ourselves. The poor tree trunk had to suffer our naughty act as I was being slammed against it. Half naked with my legs wrapped around Tasi as he thrusts himself into me. I moved my hips to meet his thrusts as I watch his eyes so dark and full of lust.

I have never been this naughty, nor did I ever think I would come close to doing something rather spontaneous like this. The risk and the hype of it all was so exciting. We almost got snapped by some locals because my moans got louder and louder until Tasi used his hand to keep me quiet til they had gone past. "shhhh baby, you're too loud" a breathless Tasi says giggling into my shoulder blade as his strokes become faster and sloppier indicating he was almost done.

When we were done Tasi took his shirt off to clean ourselves before I headed back first to check on the kids. 5 minutes later I see Tasi up on the rocks getting ready to slide down until I see him talking but I couldn't see who he was talking to. I swim over the other side to see who he is talking to and I finally spot a girl wearing a red singlet and black stubby shorts. She is brown skinned with long black hair that has been let loose, she is skinny like me but the only difference is I have the boobs and the ass, she doesn't.

I see Tasi step closer to her and this girl is giggling to whatever he is saying. Oh hell no he is flirting with her like he didn't come here with his wife. I seriously don't know how to feel about this. I've never felt insecure from the day we became official and I am not about to become the jealous wife either but seeing him rub her arm just makes my blood boil.

Am I reading too much into this? I know what I am looking at and my gut is supporting that but my mind is trying to make excuses for him.

I swim to the edge and hop out of the pool taking the kids with me. We head to the changing rooms leaving Tasi behind.

Tasi POV

Our drive back to our hotel was awkwardly silent. The kids had fallen asleep and Ofa just looked out the window. I want to ask her if she is ok, but something tells me this is the calm before the storm.