Fated

Chapter 19

It has been just over a month since their mom passed and Emma was still walking around in an almost zombie like state. She had just gotten back from dropping Logan, and Evan off at school. This was the time of day she hated the most, she was in the house alone. Jason had been working on a big case, so he spends most of his time at the precinct and doesn't come home until well after eight at night on most days. Between the four of them they had made the decision that Jason and Evan would move in for the time being until Emma and Logan had gotten more settled.

Emma was standing in front of her parents shut bedroom door. She had not been in the room since the day of the wake. It was a stressful day for everyone, after the people who came to mourn their mother left the lawyer came to have her and Logan sign the trust documents. He also gave them both letters from their mother; Emma had yet to read hers. It was sitting in the drawer of her beside table. Still not being able to open the door Emma turned and went to Logan's room to collect the dirty laundry.

She tried to open the door, but it got stuck on the filth covering the floor in Logan's room. She didn't know how Evan could stand sleeping in here, as she came to know Evan, she noticed he is a neat freak. He would always clean after himself and even Logan when they where down stairs. She noticed the mattress they brought in and put on the floor still had the folded pile of sheets she had set there the week before when she came to collect the laundry.

Just as she was starting to clean up the room, she heard the front door open then shut again. As she stood at the top the stairs, she saw Jason climbing them while undoing his shirt. "Baby, what are you doing home in the middle of the day?"

Startled Jason grabbed the banister to steady himself. "Jesus, Em, you scared the ever-loving day lights out of me. One of the suspects we where questioning decided to throw the coffee she had asked for down the front of my shirt." As he made it to the top of the stairs he leaned down and kissed Emma on her forehead.

It was then that Emma noticed the shirt he left in this morning was no longer white but stained brown from the coffee. "Oh, I was just about to start a load of laundry give it here I will see if I can get the stains out." Emma held out her hand for the soiled shirt as Jason finished unbuttoning it and untucking it from his slacks.

"Thank you so much baby. I have a few minuets tell me how your day has been so far." Jason handed her the shirt and continued walking into their room to put a clean one on.

"The boys were arguing on who's turn it was to drive so they were almost late to school. I tried to go into the room today, I still couldn't bring myself to turn the knob." Emma said as she sat down on the bed watching Jason undoing his slacks so he could tuck in the new shirt he had just put on.

"Baby, it is ok, I know you miss her. Whenever you are ready there is no rush to go in there and when you are you don't have to do it alone." Jason came to stand in front of Emma and tilted her face up and kissed her lips.

Emma wrapped her arms around his waist and pulled him to her. She just sat there holding him tightly with her head rested on his six-pack. Jason stood there running his hand over her hair trying to comfort her in any way he could. Since her mom passed away Emma and Jason had very few intimate moments, Jason said it was because he didn't want to rush her, but Emma lived for these moments. They made her feel, feel something other than the emptiness that consumed her when he was not around.

As she started to pull away, she kissed his bare stomach where he had not buttoned his shirt yet. She started to kiss her way down to the edge of his boxers. Before Jason could react, she had pulled his semi-hard length out of his boxers and started to stroke him. As he started to harden, she took him into her mouth and his tip hit the back of her throat.

Jason groaned letting his head fall back while he rested his hand on her head. He had been trying to give her space but trying to be considerate to Emma he walked around in an almost constant state of arousal. Even though he was on a time crunch there was no way he was going to stop Emma from what she was doing.

Emma continued working his shaft with her mouth and hands. As she took him all the way to the back of her throat, she rolled his balls in her hand. She heard him suck in a breath and knew he was close. She picked up her pace and sucked at little harder as she worked her way back up to his tip. "Oh, God, Emma, don't stop. Just like that."

Just as Jason, finished talking he reached his limit and shot his load straight down her throat. As she pulled back, he rubbed his thumb over her lips to catch some of his come that leaked from her mouth. Emma sucked his thumb into her mouth to clean off the excess not wanting to waist a single drop. "Baby, I promise when I get home from the station tonight, we will be finishing this."

She reached up and finished buttoning up Jason's shirt as he pulled his slacks and boxers back up and tucked in his shirt. "Jason, I miss this with you, please I am not going to break I promise. I want it to be like it was before when we could barely keep our hands off each other." Emma said as she watched him.

"Emma, if you are sure I don't want to rush you into anything. It would kill me if I upset you, I want you to be ready." Jason looked down at her and saw in her eyes that she meant what she had said.

"Jason, I promise we will be fine. If anything, being with you like this makes me not feel so empty. When I'm here by myself all day I feel so alone and lost. I don't know what to do with the house so empty. I long for when you get home, and don't get me wrong I love when you just hold me, but I miss being intimate with you." She stood up and brushed a fallen piece of hair from his forehead while he took in what she said.

"Emma, I love you so much. I don't want you to feel like that. I promise to try to come home a little earlier from now on, and I promise that we will be doing this again. It has been very hard to give you space this past month. I miss kissing you and running my hands over your body. I especially miss holding this perky ass in my hands while I and deep inside you." Jason said while reaching out to grab her ass and pull her closer to him.

"Jason, you know what you are doing to me and we don't have time to finish what you are starting with that dirty talk of yours." Emma said as she rubbed her hips feeling his now hard shaft though his pants.

"Why do you have to be right all the time?" Jason said while looking at his watch seeing he only had another ten minuets of his lunch hour left. "I promise when I come home, we are finishing this."

Jason leaded down and kissed her hard. "Go before you are late, and the Chief makes you do extra paperwork." Emma said as she pushed him towards the door while laughing.

"I hate doing paperwork, I will see you later baby." He yelled and he ran down the stairs. Emma shook her head as she heard the front door shut and lock.

"Back to laundry I guess." Emma said as she grabbed Jason's stained shirt and put it in the basket, she placed outside of Logan's room to take down stairs. "We really need to get that dumbwaiter fixed" she grumbled as she lugged the heavy basket down the back set of stairs to the laundry room.