Poems

In denial

So. Little story behind this one. I was awake one night scrolling through my instagram. And i noticed one of my friends post about being broken up with, we talked about it, which is where i got the idea for this. I have recently been broken up with,  and essentially thrown away without a second glance, now. I can sit here and throw shade at my ex for how contradictory she is but i'm not, i'm a generally decent person. I mean, i have so many cards up my sleeve that i could use, i could rebound if i wanted, but i won't, it's kind of like a nightmare. But one that has a good ending, ya know? Anyways. Here's the poem. Now. This was not intended for my ex to read but if she does. Which i doubt because she doesn't even know i have instagram or wattpad i don't think, and most of the people who have access aren't going to show her. On the off chance she does. 

I'm not sorry for anything in this poem. This is how i feel, nor do i care what comes of this. i just needed to get this out. Because in reality. You are in denial, Whether you know it or not. 

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You told me i was moving too fast

That i needed to slow down

But then you're the one saying

"Forever"

You're the one who said

"I love you" first

So you put me in shock

Turned our relation up ten fold

Thought i was being rushed

Don't know to explain this to you

But love

I don't think that it's my fault

How am I the one to blame

When you're the one who said it first

You said i was moving too fast

I think you're in denial

Don't you see the warnings

All the cards I'm hiding in my sleeves

Got this story on the run now

Guess maybe you deserve it

Next time you shouldn't let your friends bitch

So what's gonna happen

Should i drop a bomb  on you 

Or should i let you get away with it

Figure out how wrong you were by yourself

Make you think about what you missed

I don't mind waiting around to see how this ends

You got a pretty interesting story