Soooo...This is super long, longer than i intended but i had to write it out. My dreams are getting more vivid, and soon I won't be able to look her in the eye. I don't know how long I can make it but I'll try. I really want this one to be criticized because its one i pumped out in minutes but it's one I really care about.
Voices screaming in my head
Don't know how long I can lie to my friends
Said we had a fight
Said we weren't gonna talk anymore
Turned around and kissed you
Lied to my friends
Left them thinking we were totally apart
Separated fully
Not in contact anymore
Then i turned around and made out with you
Left a mark on your neck
Left a jacket back at yours
I don't know what to do
Without you
You said we didn't have to
You said that we were fine
But then I had to go and lie all the time
Half full of regret and joy at the same time
Totally confused and losing my mind
I got all these lies
I'm starting to lose track
Promised my friends
Now I"m sneaking around the back
Climbing out the window
Running through the yard
Have to see you tonight
They won't know I'm gone
Jumped over your fence
Ran straight to your room
Climbed in through the window
Now I can rest
Completely safe in your arms
Starlight reflecting in your eyes
Heard the chimes from my phone
Don't want to go back
Not this soon
You tried to get me to go
But i wouldn't budge
Stayed around till midnight
Left once you fell asleep
Ran back to my friends house
Back through the window
Only to find everyone waiting for me there
Got interrogated
Maybe yelled at too
I won't tell them I was just with you
I told another lie
Made up some excuse
Covered the marks on my neck
Made sure I looked decent
I reeked of your perfume
How they still don't know
How they haven't figured us out
Is still a mystery
We have all these lies we gotta keep them straight
Hide this from our friends
Pretend that we aren't fine
We're completely in love
But they won't ever know
They don't see the way we look at each other
Your friends hate me
And mine hate you
Hiding this won't last long
Someday someone will see
See me running out the backdoor
Straight to your arms
All the love-bites on my neck
Tell the whole story
My jackets aren't at mine
Stocked away at yours
No one notices we're texting all the time
Blushing and pretending we're not fine
Now I'm climbing out the window
Running through the grass
Have to get back to you
Gotta make this fast
One quick kiss and hug are all I need
Your a phone call away but
I need something more
Gotta have you soon
Can't just go on without you
YOU ARE READING
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Poetry"But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell. I know right now, you can't tell. But stay a while and maybe you'll see a different side of me" - Matchbox 20 Poems are my way of freedom, to express myself, and all of them are here in one place, most...
