my life is falling apart, believe it or not I've been sober for more than 5 hours, for anyone that knows me hat's a shock. I use drugs and beer to get away from my life. My birthday is in...8 days I think, and this year there is no party, no friends, no family. It's depressing. Normally I'd be happy. But now I'm not, the normal excitement has turned into anxiousness. My parents know quarantine is getting to me, you can all obviously tell I'm way past done with this. So here's how the next month is going to go.
I'm going to post the first chapter of my new book, regardless of how it is, you guys read it, like it or not send in feedback, and I'll fix it up since I have nothing better to do. It's a fanfic so have fun. and because there's a lack of Heather chandler x girl reader books out there and because I'm trying to stay sane, I wrote one, i might turn it into a oneshots book if you guys want one. It's definitely not the best but then I'm not always this sober so you can't blame me if it's not all that great. I've already gotten enough negative comments from my "friends" so please remember I'm in a dark place and something constructive and clear is preferred.
Anyways, I'll probably update you guys on my birthday and stuff next week.
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Poems
Poetry"But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell. I know right now, you can't tell. But stay a while and maybe you'll see a different side of me" - Matchbox 20 Poems are my way of freedom, to express myself, and all of them are here in one place, most...
