Pretty Lost (Completed)

Chapter 16 Who was he?

Third person P.O.V.

Who was he really? Just a toy made for a certain thing only or a person with motives? He can't ever recall wanting something even when he did have emotions at one point of his miserable life he lived. But now he can't recall a single one of those motives even if he really 'wanted' to but none of that ever bothered him not anymore. He can't help but 'think' if he was 'kinder' to anyone with that little part of morality he had somewhere in there then maybe he can catch a glimpse of what might have happened if someone helped him when he had that situation. But that glimpse was a flash that was quicker than light itself but he still can't help but feel if he was treated badly then maybe he was 'unworthy' of life?

Would he ever be worthy and if so then when but as he thought this he realized that while he was thinking that someone was ranting him on why he was unworthy. Will this help shed some light to his problem, he doesn't know but if so then he'll calmly listen as if he was being told life or death news. "You never listen to anyone" L I E S he thought but continued to listen "Why couldn't have you died and not her i wish it was you instead" this didn't shock him at all to hear them say that to him. Maybe... If he changed everything about himself they would love and appreciate him, right? He will smile more if it made them pleased, he will fix all their problems with ease, he would be that person they can lean, he will please them all whether if he is or isn't happy.

Would they love him then? Would they say he's more than worthy to be loved just like anyone else? Would changing himself to their expectations make them happy to be near him or Would they want more from him? Whichever is fine as long as they think he is worthy then maybe he might find a real reason to have a smile and maybe he might just be loved. He will change his hair looks and personality so that they could be ok with his presence and Maybe not so bitter anymore.

He won't ever complain as well and he treat everyone like they are worth millions and but he himself is worth nothing at all but it won't be a big deal if he gets killed permanently. Once he achieves this goal of his then he will go on with Phase 2 then Phase 3 and so on until he left behind a legacy to never forget. He will be the perfect everything you name it like for example a servant or a cook or a king but he will never need to eat or anything. Isn't that perfect enough to please them or is it not perfect enough maybe even better grades if it's possible and even more friends to owe him favors he can use later on in a situation. Yes, yes its all coming together in his head he will be the one they crave and love, almost like a Heather from that weird musical judt feared and loved.

Will this be a decision he'll regret? Never he's never felt regret for a decision. If he was worth something or is worth something then why is no one saying that or showing it in their own way? After all he was a dream from someone who now hates him with all their might just because he isn't what they wanted. Soon they will wish to be like him and listen to all his commands and not question his decisions he has made. He might even feel like he is loved and feel what they call... happiness from all the attention he's being given.

He knew he will be heir soon since his future vision which is one of his many powers, foretold his sister getting killed making him heir to the throne. He has this choice since she said to him four years ago when she was a preteen "If anything were to happen to me then can you take my place as heir to the throne and it's fair since you are older than me and was the original until i was born". So that was in her will and he knows she only has a week or so left to live and he's been unfortunately getting along with her. It's almost makes him feel pity towards her but even if he tried to stop the future it wouldn't work he would just have to wait.