Now that I'm saying this all out loud, it's blatantly obvious how fucked up this whole thing is. I can't even look at their face right now. I think I'm going to throw up, this is so wrong on so many levels. My body couldn't take it anymore. At least I managed to turn to the side so I didn't throw up on them. A hand began to rub at my back as tears stung my eyes and flowed freely. I want it to stop, I can't breathe. Please just stop. Why did I do this? This was such a terrible idea.
'Ceil?' That was Haskell's voice. Practically sounding like static in the fog that is my mind.
'Ceil you need to breathe.' Easier said than done, thank you very much. It won't stop, I can't get any air at all. My mind only continues to grow hazier as I go further down the hole that is oxygen deprivation.
'Ceil please! You're scaring me!' I'm sorry Haskell but I just can't. There's no way I can deal with this right now. The sweet embrace of darkness seems much more comforting than reality at this point. Everything is leaving me now, I can barely hear anything.
'C..-C--Seal!' Seal? Wait what? My momentary freak out pauses and the hand on my back freezes as well. Who said that? I attempt to lift my head and barely see peach coloured hair in my peripheral. There's no way...was that Mirai?
'Seal! Seal!' Her voice is so broken and unused it almost hurts to listen. I don't think she's even pronouncing my name correctly. Another voice begins to flood my ears.
'Ceil take a moment.' Kinume's voice rings like an echo throughout my head.
'Listen to me Ceil! It's going to be okay!' Haskell's voice joins in as well.
'Seal!' Mirai's voice begins as well. Air finally rushes into my lungs and I take giant gulps like a fish out of water. I probably look really stupid but I couldn't give less of a shit right now. Silence floods throughout the room as I attempt to 'compose' myself. After I gather myself enough to be coherent I slowly turn my head towards all three of them. Despite my sudden exhaustion I build up enough strength to speak.
'Thank you.' God my voice is almost worse than Mirai's. I feel extremely disgusting in all kinds of ways right now. The stench finally hits me and I begin to gag again. But nothing comes up and I doubt anything will.
'Let's get you out of here.' Haskell's arm loop around me and begin to hoist me up. I all but collapse against them and I'm pretty glad I weigh like nothing. They still strain to hold me up as we begin to walk. We head into another room and towards the bathroom. Haskell lets me go for a moment to turn on the shower and they turn to me.
'Are you good enough to have a shower?'
'I don't care how good I am, I'm having that shower.' Haskell laughs in response and begins to walk out the room.
'Just call if you need me, I'll be right next door.'
'Seal!' Mirai pops up from behind the door. So she is saying my name wrong but if that's not the cutest bloody thing I've ever heard than I don't know what is. Haskell signs to her and she signs a 'yes' back as they both walk out.
I appreciate being alone but I don't want to be lonely right now. I'm fucking terrified and I don't know what to do at all. Before I can stop myself my breathing starts picking up and my legs begin to buckle.
'It's okay Ceil.' I jump about 10 feet in the air.
'Oh, I'm sorry about that.' Kinume has a sheepish smile on her and she stands (floats) in front of the door.
'Were you going to watch me?!' She looks immediately flushed and embarrassed.
'Of course not! I was just making sure you were going to get in and be alright!
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Slice Of Life: F*cked Up Version
Narrativa generaleThese four tortured girls try to integrate themselves into society again, in doing this they not only find themselves but they also find friends and maybe more! It's more interesting than the summary, we're just really bad at them I promise
