Let's Get Lost ➳ C.H

Chapter 17: Rollin' Papers

Calum.

"Fuck!" I yelled, throwing a vase at a wall.

How could I have been stupid enough to confess to her that I cheated throughout our whole relationship? More importantly done that shit to her when I knew she loved me. I'm such a fuck up.

I slid down against a wall, gripping onto my hair, tugging it a few times. Clenching and unclenching my jaw as I thought of a way to get Abigail back.

A knock at the door brought me out of my trance. "Go away!" I yelled. The knocking continued as I groaned, getting up off the floor and heading over to the door to open it.

"Calum!" An annoying voice said.

I looked at her face, wanting to shut the door on her. "What do you want?" I asked bitterly.

She smirked as she lifted up a black bag. "How about we have some fun?"

I don't know how I ended up agreeing to her shit, but here I was laying in my bed, naked and with a joint in my hand.

"Well, I should get going. I have to meet up with someone." She said, as she put her clothes back on, coming over to give me a kiss on the cheek. "Bye Calwy walwy." I waved her off as she left, hearing the front door close shut.

I rubbed off her sticky lipstick stain from my cheek and groaned. I missed Abi's kisses, the way she would smile into them. The way she would be gentle and caring.

"Fuck." I took one last drag from the joint before putting it out, leaning my head against the headboard.

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Abigail.

I can't believe I let Luke convince me in moving into the new apartment that he had found me. I knew I had to repay him for paying the first months rent somehow, and that somehow was letting him move in with me.

"The apartment has the perfect view of the city! It even has big glass windows in the living room!" Luke kept blabbering on about how nice this new apartment was until we got to the house. We got out and began walking to the front door. "Oh and it has this really nice kitchen!" Luke said, a big smile on his lips.

"Okay, Luke, I get it. It's a really nice apartment." I giggled as we entered the house. He looked down at me giving me big toothy grin.

"Abi?" Calum called out, as shuffling was heard. I wasn't surprised that he would be here. He soon appeared in front of us, in only his boxers and hickeys on his chest that led up to his neck. "Luke? What are you guys doing here?" He asked, scratching the back of his neck as his scanned between us.

"Not even 24 hours has it been that we broke up and you managed to hook up with someone." I said, shaking my head, completely ignoring his question.

"I'll just go wait in the car..." Luke said before walking out.

I sighed as I pushed past Calum, going into the hallway, stopping midway and turning around to look at Calum. "What's that smell?" I asked, inhaling a good amount of some sort of smoke lingering in the air.

Calum only scratched the back of his neck as he stuttered. "Uh-I-uh-" I rolled my eyes at him as I walked into his room seeing a bag with weed. I lifted the bag up and arched an eyebrow at him, waiting for an explanation. "That's not mine! That's uh-"

"She came back, didn't she?" He nodded his head as he looked down at his feet. I sighed, walking up to him and lifting his head to look at me, his eyes bloodshot and a smeared red lipstick stain on his cheek. "I'm sorry." He whispered, leaning his forehead against mine.

I closed my eyes, hoping he would understand what I was about to do. I pulled back and walked into my room, getting a dufflebag out and putting all my clothes in it. "Abi, what are you doing? Why are you packing all of your clothes?" I didn't answer him as I went to grab another bag, throwing in all of my shoes, and my bathroom essentials in another along with jewelry, perfumes, beanies, hats, scarfs, etc. "Abigail." He spoke again, grabbing a hold of my wrist and pulling me into him.

"I'm moving out." I whispered, hoping he didn't hear me or else I'd start to break.

"What?"

And there went my last bit of courage. "I'm moving out, Calum." I spoke a bit more loud. He looked at me with wide eyes, releasing my wrists as his hands went to rub his face then run through his hair, messing it up more.

I moved over to my bags and zipped them up, grabbing them and walking out of my old room, heading towards the door. "Abi! Wait! Please don't go!" Calum yelled, running up to me and pulling a bag out of my hand. "You can't leave me. I'm not letting you. I love you!" I went to grab my bag from his hands, but he only moved back, not letting me grab it.

"Calum, please give me my bag. I need to go. Luke's waiting for me in the car." I said, trying to get my bag again, yet he pulled back again.

"Luke? You're leaving with him?! You're leaving me for him? For my bestfriend?" He chuckled bitterly. "I should of known. He always had eyes for you! And now that we aren't together, he's trying to get with you! I'm going to kill that fucker!" I rolled my eyes as I snatched my bag from him.

"He's taking me to my new apartment. And even if he wanted to get with me, I'd know he wouldn't cheat. Not like you." I turned towards the door, opening it, but stopping to look back at Calum. "And you're not going to kill him, because I won't let you." Walking out of the house, I went straight to Luke's car where he leaned against the hood of his car, his sunglasses on and his arms crossed.

He looked up and saw me, quickly coming over to help me. "Here, let me get those for you." I gave him a small smile as he took the bags from me, putting them in the trunk of his car.

We got in his car, starting it up and driving off as I looked over to the house to see Calum, a scowl spread across his face as tears left his eyes.

Honestly, I cried silently, not wanting Luke to know as we drove off to our new apartment.

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Calum.

I cried. I cried for the first in forever. I lost the only person I really cared for and for what? For fucking cheating on her with a worthless, drug addict of a slut.

I can't believe she left. She left with my best friend. My best friend, Luke. That asshole always had eyes for her. He always told me that she was the prettiest out of all the girls he's seen. He always had a thing for Abigail. Now, now he has a chance at taking her away from me forever. Leaving me empty inside and without anyone to love. I fucking hate him. I bet he's moving in with her to that so called new apartment. I needed to know where this new apartment was located, and to win back my girlfriend, my only prized possession, other than my bass guitars.

I tugged on my hair, walking into my room and seeing the bag of weed still on my desk. I knew just how to forget what had just happened a few minutes ago.

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A/N:

Dedication chapter again amigos! Woop woop! \(^.^)/

Calum, you dumbsbucket.

So, I did these job applications and I hope I really really really get a freakin' job! Mostly at Tilly's but also at Charlotte Russe! Wish me luck peeps!

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