be with you//z.d.h

seven

-zach-

i got home after being at daniels. now neither of us will talk to each other, the other boys tried to help but it's not my fault. he shouldn't have told jade about kay. i played some video games until it was ten, my mom came up and told me to get some sleep since i would have to wake up earlier and catch the bus instead of driving since she needed my car to get to work tomorrow.

"night mom."
"night zach." she shuts my door and i lay in bed. my eyes were focused on my ceiling. i couldn't sleep, all i could think about was jade. i wish we could go back to how we were before, i wish she didn't hate me. i tossed and turned for an while before giving up and getting on my phone.

i got bored of instagram and decided to call someone, it was 1am so not a lot of people would be up,
i was going to call corbyn but i kept going back to jades name. i clicked on her name and called her, the phone rang out and i got her voicemail.

-jade-

i woke up earlier than i wanted to, i didn't have school today so i stayed in bed. once i got on my phone i saw a voicemail from zach.
i was going to delete it but i felt like i had to listen to it.

"one new voicemail from: zach"
"hey jade, i get that it's one in the morning but um i just- god i hate myself jade. i knew that i should've told you it was kay but i couldn't bring myself to do it. i miss you jade. can't we at least be friends or something? tyler is a lucky man, although I'm pretty sure he hates me which is understandable. i guess i just wanted to say that still i lo-"
"end of voicemail."

i stared at my phone. questions surrounded my mind, was he going to say that he still loves me? why did he call me? why does it still hurt? why do i miss zach? i shake those thoughts out of my head, i was happier with Tyler. Tyler would never cheat on me. I was better off with Tyler. and i knew that but i guess it's true that you never forget your first love.

and zach was definitely my first love.

-authors note-

:)
sorry if the updates
get slower than usual.
i might start posting three times a week
instead of everyday so the chapters can be better

-edited-