be with you//z.d.h

eleven

-jade-

"it just sucks." zach puts his hand on my shoulder, "im sorry. i feel like this is my fault."
"it's not." he has a part in it but it's because of me. "I'm sorry."
"for what?"
"everything. cheating. this."

"i wish you just would've told me yourself."
"i know."
we sat on my living room couch, not a sound was made but it was comfortable.
"do you maybe want to stay for dinner? my mom would love to see you again."

"she doesn't hate me?"
"i didn't tell her. about the cheating. i couldn't, it would break her heart."
"i love your mom."
"she loves you too."

i stand up and start walking towards the stairs to go up to my room. "you coming?" he stands up and laughs but follows me up anyways. "wow your room changed a lot since the last time i was here."
"yeah well some girls dye their hair when they go through breakups and such but i redo my room."

"can i?" he holds up a photo album, i nod and he sits on my bed and opens it. i sit next to him and peer over his shoulder. "is this filled with us?"
"yeah um i had a lot of pictures on my wall and it hurt to get rid of them so i put them in there."

he flips through, stoping at every picture to make a comment about a memory that went with the photo. "our first road trip."
"yeah that was a great day."
"it really was."
he continues flipping through the pages, i leaned my head on his shoulder so i could see the pages better.

"awh the first time we went to an amusement park."
"yeah and you threw up all over during the Ferris wheel."
we both laugh at that memory. it felt good. to just sit here and laugh with zach again.

i felt complete.
like zach completes me.
huh.

-authors note-

cute

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