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Another article has been released by allkpop. It is titled 'The Silence from Stray Kids'. I open the article and it has the same thing as most of the other articles that have been released recently. In the past month, there's been plenty of them. It talks about how the group has been so quiet, and theories about how it is most likely because of me, there are also photos of the group here in Brisbane, by themselves, with me and with Jasper.

Jasper is now six months old, he can roll over, almost sit up by himself, is able to somewhat interact with toys properly and is more observant with the things around him. He also has become a lot closer with Felix, he definitely sees him as his father.

Felix and I are also a lot closer than ever before, difficult to believe that's even possible but we managed it anyway. Poppy, Alicia, Beverley and I are also a lot closer now. There have been times when Poppy has stayed at my place for a few days, which I am 100% okay with. Alicia is starting to eat a tiny bit more than she used to. Beverley, she's trying so hard to stay strong but I can see her slipping. I don't know what to do to help her seeing I have no siblings and I've never lost a family member. Yasmin has one month left of her pregnancy and she's becoming a lot happier, she's getting nervous and excited to meet her daughter. I don't blame her though. So, life is actually pretty good. We're also planning to fly down to Sydney together to meet Felix's and Chan's parents in a few weeks. Which has taken us about nine months to do, we've just been too busy to do anything that we've necessarily wanted to do. We'd eventually meet the parents of the other members but it's best for us to meet Felix's and Chan's parents now seeing we're already in Australia.

While Stray Kids have been on hiatus, the members have gotten a lot of stuff done for the comeback that will happen almost straight after the hiatus.

I turn off my phone and look at Chan, who is making sure Jasper doesn't fall back when he's sitting on the floor. It's a school day, again. I can't wait for school to be over next week. I change into my school uniform and do my chores again.

Even though it's not that romantic right now, I want to actually kiss Felix. We've known each other for nine months and have been dating for five of those and we still haven't kissed because I've kind of been too scared. I unlock the door, which brings everyone to the door. I kiss Jasper on the head like usual, I then turn to Felix. He shows his cheek to me, as I usually kiss his cheek. I quickly grab his chin, turning him to face me and I very quickly peck his lips. I let go of his chin, blushing. I look at his face, he is shocked but is also blushing. I look at everyone else's faces and they are surprised but look happy as well.

"I love you, Felix," I whisper, hugging him tightly.

"I love you too Y/N!" he yells back, smiling like an idiot.

I release the hug, quickly kissing him again, I wave bye to everyone and start walking to my bus stop.

The bus gets here almost as soon as I get there. I board the bus with a huge smile still printed on my face. I sit down in my normal spot, getting my phone out to listen to music but I see I have a message from Felix.

Felix
I was not expecting that.

Y/N
Hahaha. Sorry about that. I felt bad that you had to wait for so long for us to kiss. Like, all we've done for the past five months that we've been dating is hold hands, hug, cuddle and all the basic things in a relationship.

Felix
Y/N, don't apologise, I will wait for as long as you need. I'm happy to stay where we are now for as long as you need, there's no rush.

Y/N
That means a lot, I love you.

Felix
I also love that you're saying that to me a lot more now. I love you too!

I turn off my phone when I see the girls getting on, I smile widely at them as they sit down in their seats near me.

"Someone seems happy today," Poppy mentions.

"Yeah, I think today's going to be a fantastic day," I reply.

"Why's that?" Alicia questions.

"Well, I finally kissed Felix this morning." I whisper-yell.

"Oh my gosh! Really?" They simultaneously question me.

I frantically nod in response.

"Y/N, that's amazing! You must be becoming a lot more confident in both Felix and yourself." Beverley states.

I once again nod in agreeance.

On the way to school, the four of us just chat endlessly, whether it's about k-pop, how we're going in our lives or if it's about something that we find funny on social media.

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I get home and Jisung is playing with Jasper in a very cute way. I am suddenly picked up into the air. I look at the person holding me to see it's Felix. I smile brightly and he kisses me before I can even say anything. I smile and kiss back before he pulls away.

"You have no clue how happy I've been all day," Felix exclaims.

Chan walks into the living room and replies, "he has been giggling like a little girl and daydreaming all day, Y/N. We could barely do anything productive." He laughs before continuing through the house.

I laugh at Chan's comment and smile at Felix again, wrapping my arms around his neck, and hugging him. He embraces me, comforting me in a way. He releases his hug and grabs my hand, taking us into our room. He sits on the bed and tells me to sit down as well. I sit next to him, he places his hand on my thigh like he usually does.

"You know Y/N, this is such an important development in our relationship and I hope nothing happens to ruin this. If anything does happen, you have all the guys here as well as Poppy, Alicia and Beverley." He explains.

"I know Felix. Trust me, nothing will happen to ruin this for us." I reply, smiling brightly at my boyfriend.

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