Glow- Felix x Reader

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Jasper is now just over four months old. Which means I go back to Australia in a few days. All the drama that occurred a month ago cooled down about two weeks ago and everyone's just really happy.

Today, I'm staying home while the guys are practising. We all agreed that we should announce my relationship with Felix tomorrow. Yes, it may be earlier than when we originally planned but people are already suspecting it so we may as well tell them instead of getting exposed by any media sites.

Right now, I'm just sitting in the dorm, scrolling through social media, and liking posts every now and then. I scroll through the Stray Kids hashtag and laugh at most of the posts.

I look at the time to see it is now midnight. I go into my room, where Jasper is already sleeping, he's now used to the dorm and all the noise. His sleep is also getting better. I lay down in the bottom bunk and close my eyes to sleep, even if I'll be awake in two or three hours to feed Jasper.

I wake up at 2:45 to Jasper crying and people talking outside. Most likely the guys. I get up, grab Jasper out of the bassinette and I head to the living room with a blanket, as I have no bottles of milk left. I sit on the couch, where some of the members are, and I place Jasper under the blanket. I rub my eyes with the one hand I have free. Felix comes into the living room and sits next to me.

"Are you sure you want to announce our relationship today?" Felix asks. the question causes everyone to divert their attention to me.

"Yes, I'm sure Felix. I just hope you guys don't have to go on hiatus because of me. Plus, I'll be leaving for Brisbane again in a few days so who knows when I'll be back." I reply.

"Gosh, I wish you didn't have to leave but it's understandable."

"I wish I didn't have to leave either Felix but Jasper should know who his grandparents are."

"I know but you need to send us his milestones, like laughing, seeing that should be soon."

I nod and smile at Jasper and then Felix.

"I'll miss you so much and everyone else too!" I whisper-yell.

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Jasper has finished feeding and Jisung wants to play with him so I place Jasper in front of him.

"Take care of him," I state.

"Hey, of course, I will. He's far too precious to not take care of." Jisung explains, laughing softly as other members come and sit around Jisung.

I go into the kitchen and pour myself a glass of cold water, as I have about a quarter of the glass' water in my mouth I hear an unfamiliar laugh. I stand there, frozen, with the water still sitting in my mouth. I hear the laugh once again.

"Y/N! Felix!" i hear Jisung yell.

I swallow the water and I run into the living room. I get to the room and see that Felix is already there. I look at Jasper and smile at him, he looks at me and smiles which leads into a laugh. I smile and look at Felix to see him also smiling at the child.

I gently pick up Jasper and he laughs once again. I then pass him to Felix. Jasper laughs again.

"This may be adorable but you have to go back to bed mister," I say, tickling the child's stomach, causing him to erupt in laughter.

Felix then goes to our room.

After a little while, he comes back out. "Will you go back to sleep Y/N?"

"No, I'm not really that tired," I reply.

"If you say so. Also, when you go back to Brisbane, will Jasper forget about us?" He asks.

"What? No. Absolutely not. Every single day I will show him photos and tell him who everyone is."

"Thank you." He responds.

I smile and he pulls me into a hug. "In a few hours, so many people will be aware of our relationship. Isn't that scary?"

"Yeah, it's fucking terrifying," I mumble into Felix's shoulder.

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Right now, it's 6 am, the time we plan to tell Stay. I take a deep breath as I press post on Twitter and Felix presses post on Instagram. They both have a picture of Felix holding Jasper, with me kissing Felix's cheek. They also have the caption:

'Dear Stay,
Meet the two people I love to the moon and back.
Y/N, my gorgeous girlfriend and Jasper, my adorable son (kind of).
Thanks, don't be rude either.
-Felix'

I turn off Chan's phone, that he let me use to post on Twitter, and I sit on the floor.

I release the breath that I was holding, "Once again, we wait."

I hear my phone go off, telling me someone is calling, most likely Yasmin.

I grab my phone and see I have an incoming call from Yasmin, I quickly answer and I hear her start yelling through the phone. But in a positive way.

"Why didn't you tell me you were announcing today?"

"I did! I told you last week!" I reply.

"What! Why can't I remember? Damn baby brain. Anyways, everything about the epost is adorable. I'm currently looking through the replies on both Twitter and Insta, do you want to know what the feedback is?"

I stop to think for a second, "Sure, why not?"

"Well, it seems to be 50/50 with opinions. 25% is happy for Felix, another 25% is happy for you to find someone that will love you and be a lot better than Brayden. The other 50% is apparently going to unstan Felix or Stray Kids as a whole and they're badmouthing you for corrupting the guys." Yasmin explains.

"So, does that mean?" I look at the guys, "Oh yeah, Yasmin, the guys are listening."

"I think we give it a few days and if it continues after you leave Korea, we'll go on hiatus," Chan explains.

"Well, I'll be leaving in two days. I'm 90% positive that Dispatch will get involved and that will spread the news even more but ah well." I say.

"Yeah, probably. I mean they aren't scared to expose, seeing how many kpop idol couples they've announced in the past. But who knows. Anyways, I have to go. Bye!" Yasmin announces.

"Bye!"

I hang up and look at the guys. "We all know this isn't going to cool down in two days, you might as well call your manager and talk to JYP."

They nod in agreement and head their separate ways.

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