Lee Felix x Reader
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Y/N is a 16-year-old girl who had a boyfriend for about a year. However, the relationship was toxic and abusive, which led to her getting pregnant. When she told him, he left her.
She is a huge fan of Stray Kids, so her...
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Jiwoo seems to be in thought but looks like he decides to say nothing, he then leans in to whisper to Haneul and she nods. I turn away from them, stressing about what they may have said. I look at Felix and he sees my panicked state. He quickly stands up, passing Jasper to Jeongin, who is beside him. He sits down next to me, after kicking Hyunjin off the couch. He grabs my hand and holds it tightly, whispering comforting words in my ear. I feel myself calm down and I lean my head on his shoulder.
"I'm sorry," I whisper to him.
"Don't worry Y/N, it'll be hard to get questioned but you'll do amazing. They aren't here to judge, they're here to support you. Just remember that, okay?" He encourages me.
I lift my head from his shoulder and he gets up, going back to where he was previously sitting, taking Jasper from Jeongin. He once again sits Jasper down with one of his hands behind his back.
"Anyway, Channie, how's work going with the hiatus and all?" Haneul questions her son.
"Oh, it's going pretty well. The guys and I have managed to get a lot done in the past month. We've produced a lot of songs that I'm very excited to release to Stay. We've already made some choreography for some of the songs as well." Chan explains.
"That's amazing Chan, it's good to hear that you're getting so much work done."
There is a bit of silence, it's kind of awkward. I feel so out of place so I start praying that Jasper will start crying soon as he is due for a feed. Lo and behold, my prays are heard as Jasper starts screaming the house down.
"I'm sorry, I'm just going to feed him in one of the rooms if that's alright," I mention.
"Chan can show you one you can use," Jiwoo announces.
Chan gets up and grabs Jasper from Felix, also grabbing his bag. I follow behind the leader and he opens a door that leads into a nice room. I sit down and Chan grabs the blanket out of the bag, placing Jasper on me and the blanket. I adjust my top and Jasper latches onto my nipple.
"Chan, I could have done it myself."
He closes the door and sits next to me. I raise an eyebrow at him in confusion.
"What's up Y/N?"
"What do you mean?"
"What's wrong? You're not your usual bubbly self."
"I don't know. I guess I just feel sort of out of place."
The laughter from the living room flows into the room and it makes my confidence drop even more.
"Look Y/N, it's the first day. My parents and I have planned stuff for the rest of the week. Just hold out for today, okay? Today is kind of like a get-to-know-each-other day. I know it's difficult but it'll get better. I promise." He smiles at me, showing off his dimples.
"Okay, I will. I'll be out once Jasper is finished." I respond.
"I think my mum is coming in to see you. You'll do amazing."
"Huh? Why?"
"I think she just wants to ask you some things. Things she doesn't want to talk about in front of everyone else, I suppose."
"Oh, okay." I smile at him and he leaves, leaving the door open a tiny bit. Within a minute of Chan leaving, Haneul opens the door. She closes it behind her and sits next to me.
"Hey Y/N, I just wanted to ask you some things."
"Yeah, what is it?" I smile at her.
"Well, we don't really know your full story. I'm sure you've told a bunch of people and you're most likely sick of it but we do care for you. We know up to what was mentioned on the Vlive you did a little while back. Chan did briefly tell us about other events that have occurred since then."
"Oh, that's fine. I'm glad you've already come to care for me. it means a lot. So, I moved schools and I was bullied by my now best friends. Weird, I know but we became friends because we all have problems if that makes sense? I also met an online friend called Yasmin, who is due to have a baby in about two weeks. So, yes, a teen mum. I don't remember much else happening except for the recent event. So my ex, the reason for Jasper being here found me and raped me again. There's something that I haven't discussed with Felix though. What if I end up pregnant by Brayden again? I didn't take a morning-after pill because I didn't want to do anything. I was so paralysed by the events that happened. I couldn't even take care of Jasper for a few days so the pill was the last thing on my mind, unfortunately. It's still hard to think about but Stray Kids, especially Felix are helping me. You know, now that I think about it, they also helped me before I personally knew them. During my first six months of pregnancy, all I did was watch and listen to Stray Kids. Now, they help me through all my pain as I now help them."
"I'm so sorry about what happened to you. With the pregnancy, I think you should talk to Felix about it tonight, then tell me about it tomorrow. Seeing, we'll be going to the park for a picnic and potentially something else." She explains.
"Yeah, I'll do that. That sounds fun! I smile at Haneul.
She smiles back at me and bids me goodbye. I switch the boob that Jasper is on and I grab my phone.
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We are all saying goodbye as Haneula and Jiwoo have dropped me, Felix and Jasper at the hotel after the others' taxi already dropped them off. They drive off and we all walk into the hotel.
"Everyone should go to their rooms because it's kind of late," Chan advises.
We all nod, going to our rooms. I push sleeping Jasper into the room and leave him in a way we would be able to see him. Felix and I change into our pyjamas and slip into bed. The potential pregnancy topic pops back into my head and I turn to Felix.
"Felix, are you still awake?" I ask.
"Yeah, what's wrong baby?"
"Um, I know that this is kind of a weird time to bring it up, but what if I'm pregnant?"
"From Brayden? Are you pregnant?" Felix asks, sitting upright in the bed.
"Yeah and no, it's still too early to know anything. I didn't take a morning-after pill because I was so absent with everything, which I'm now deeply regretting," I answer, sitting up as well.
"Y/N, even if you are, it'll be okay. However, didn't it take him like a year to get you pregnant? Hopefully, this isn't that small chance of getting you pregnant. In a few weeks, you should take a pregnancy test if you'd like, even if you have no symptoms. I'm sure the morning-after pill wasn't on your mind, which is perfectly understandable. If you do end up being pregnant, we'll deal with that if it happens, okay?" He suggests.
"That's true. I like that idea, Felix. Thank you. Let's just pray I'm not pregnant, shall we?"
