We Will Go Down In History (Remus X OC)

Chapter 23

"I'm sorry, okay,"

"You don't seem very sorry," she frowned her face,

"WELL I AM VIEL OK, I AM,"

"you don't have to shout! I'm not sure you ever learned how to properly apologize,"

"Oh please,"

"My god Remus! What is wrong with you?"

"I don't like that all it took was one week! That's it and you replaced me,"

"replaced you? God, Remus are you talking about Atlas?" she rolled her eyes, furious, "I didn't replace you, I care about you just as much as I did before, our friendship to me hasn't shifted in the slightest. But apparently for you it has!"

"what are you going on about?"

"It's not my roll to tell you how and what to feel, you need to figure that out yourself. In the mean time, I don't appreciate you insulting not only me but Atlas. He's a kind guy who hasn't done anything wrong, and I think it's about tie I start making friends with people in my own house. "

" But you don't need them, remember how cruel they were to you, "

" Everyone needs to learn to move on, you included Remus, "

And with that she stormed away in a fit off rage. I messed up pretty bad, but I didn't believe I was wrong. She shouldn't befriend those who have wronged her before, they'll just do it again.

Besides I can't stand the thought of her laughing at that assholes jokes.

"Woah!" Lily raised her hands a little shocked, "Is this normal level jealousy for Remus or is this extreme level?" she turned to James who simply shrugged his shoulders,

"I have no idea to be honest, we've never actually seen him jealous. I mean worst we've seen is when there's no chocolate left or when Siruis uses his shampoo,"

"Seriously in 6 years of friendship you haven't ever seen him jealous?"

"hasn't been 6 years quite yet but no we haven't,"

"Woah so he gets jealous as rare as he does mad,"

"apparently and just like when he's angry he's really scary,"

"I can hear you!" I roared across the room,

"Bet you can," whispered Lily,

"Are you mocking me Lily?"

She closed her eyes as she sighed, "no Remus I'm not, but don't you think you're overreacting, maybe just a little?"

I huffed violently, "As if you knew the difference all you do is overreact,"

"Woah !" James shouted, "Uncalled for mate!"

"No don't worry, I got this" Lily pushed up her selves a grabbed the collar of my shirt, "you listen to me and you listen well Remus! You are going to snap out of this jealousy of yours because it's driving everyone insane including yourself. You are acting out of nature, letting your rage take over all your logic!

You have the right to feel jealousy but not the right to let it overrule all your other emotions. You need to take back who you are and put aside these childish emotions. This nasty attitude of yours isn't going to help you in anyway, all it will do is dig you a deeper hole.

This mess that you are complaining about is entirely your fault, so instead of feeling sorry for yourself and making everyone feel crappy pull yourself together and fix it! "

The room was silent as both James and I stared directly at Lily.

" Lily, that was maybe a little uncalled for and violent, "

" Yeah well, nice words weren't going to get him thinking. I can't deal with you anymore Remus it's been 3 days! "

" You're right, I've been insufferable," I sighed, "really I am sorry, nothing can excuse my attitude and insults,"

"It's fine Remus," Lily lightly patted me on the shoulder, "we'll forgive you, we know your heart is in the right place and that you didn't mean any of those words. You're like the rest of us, you have bad and good days, you're still a good person, just sometimes you need someone to bring you back to reality,"

"about reality Lily would you-" lily raised her hand and cut off James mid sentence,

"I am not going to the Christmas party with you James," she blushed a little as she turned to me, "that's the third time he's tried,"