We Will Go Down In History (Remus X OC)

Chapter 37

"You didn't tell Lily did you?" I frantically asked Viel,

"About what?" she frowned slightly,

Just a couple hours later, Viel had come to find me so that we could finally talk. She managed to enter into the gryffindor common and found me in my dorm.

"I'm talking about the prefect bathroom,"

Her eyes widen just a bit, "no I didn't tell anyone, and I hope you did the same,"

"of course! I just think that we should keep it that way,"

"obviously!" she shouted in a whisper, "sorry I didn't mean that, I just kind of feel embarrassed about it,"

"what, why?"

"Why? Are you crazy? Why? I asked you to join me in the bath, than asked to touch your scars and than to top it of I kissed you!"

"I think dominance and confidence suits you,"

"don't mock me,"

"I'm not!" I raised my hands in submition, "I'm being honest,"

She pulled her head down into her hands, "this is so embarrassing,"

"come on! Don't view it like that,"

"how do you not think that what I did was embarrassing?"

"because? I enjoyed it?"

She raised her hand and hit my shoulder, "ouch! That hurt, what was that for!" I cried out as I rubbed where she had just hit me, as I took my eyes of my shoulder and placed them on her once again I realized just how embarrassed she really was.

"Viel you don't need to be embarrassed, I promise that it's fine, if I really didn't want to I would have said no, and you yourself shouldn't be afraid of expressing what you feel,"

"oh don't go all good guy full of knowledge on me, we're not talking about expressing sadness or joy Remus,"

I shrugged my shoulders, "I don't see the difference between that and your sexual attraction," She hit me once again, "ouch! Stop hitting me!"

"Stop embarrassing me further than you idiot!"

"it's fine! We're not gonna lie to each other eternally are we?"

"lie? About what?"

"How we're attracted to each other," a third hit, "stop! I'm gonna have a bruise at least hit my other arm!"

"You deserve it! You talk as if you have no shame! I can barely even admit my feelings for you and your over there screaming it of the roof tops!"

"because I'm desperate!" there was a large silence as I realized what I had said, "I am, like, I just, I really like you,"

"I get it you do dumb shit because of me,"

"I wouldn't call it dumb,"

She slightly smirked, "you're a James before he dates lily,"

"Ouch, now that's an insult,"

She laughed, "it isn't mean! Because you're actually like that,"

"maybe you're right, but it's only because this James doesn't have his lily, she hasn't given him an answer,"

"and does this James really want an answer,"

"he'd at least like an explanation, if it isn't affection you have for him what is it?"

"It's not affection, because affection is only emotional, it's not attraction because that's only physical and it isn't admiration because that's only sentimental. None of the words describe how I feel, because the word that applies to you includes all three, and that word is love."

"i wasn't expecting that answer but it's ten times better! You definitely planned that speech, "

"ever since I fell for you,"