We Will Go Down In History (Remus X OC)

Chapter 39

It was honestly the best and hardest sensation in the world. Whenever I saw her my heart went 2 thousand times faster, it made me so happy to know she was mine.

Though on the other hand I had to hide everything from everyone. Sometimes Siruis or James would catch me staring but they believed I was still desperately hoping for her to love me in return.

For someone who was so embarrassed when we started dating, Viel had definitely build up her confidence.

She would wink at me when we crossed paths in the corridor and if we were standing in a group together she would always stand next to me. Trailing her hand up and down my back, sending shivers down my spin.

Every so often if no one was paying attention she would lightly kiss my cheek. It drove me completely mad and she knew it.

She tensed me in any way she could think of, it was honestly cruel. Instead of asking to borrow my books, she'd ask for Siruis's. Instead of studying homework with me, she'd study with Peter.

The worse was dinner in the great hall. She'd sit next to me, pressing her thigh against mine and trailing her hand over my legs. Only for her to leave completely afterwards heading to bed in her dorms.

It made me go insane, all I could think about afterwards was her. I'd lay in bed imagining her seductive smile and soft touch.

I'd lay there wondering how I managed to finally win her over and how I was going to eventually make her as weak for me as I was for her.

"Oi mate!" Siruis whispered in the middle of the night,

Still awake I answered, "who are you even talking to?"

"you of course, no one else is awake,"

I frowned in the dark, "how did you know I was awake?"

"Moony you sleep on your side, whenever you're on your back I know your awake,"

"creepy but okay, what do you want?"

"Why are you still awake?"

"because I'm not asleep,"

"Oi, don't play smartass when you're a dumbass,"

"who said I was a dumbass? I just hang out with them," I slightly chuckled proud of my answer, Siruis on the other hand wasn't as pleased,

"Moony you've been doing this every night for weeks, you just lay there looking at the ceiling, is something bothering you?"

"how do you know? Do you just stay up and watch me sleep? I getting concerned,"

"I'm worried Remus,"

My eyes frowned at him calling me Remus, he never did that, to him I was always Moony, whenever he said my name it was worrying, "Siruis I'm fine, I promise,"

"I just don't want you going through another sleepless period,"

"we said we wouldn't bring that up, ever,"

"I know you don't want to talk about it, but I'm the only one that knows about that period, and I was really worried when I found out,"

"that's why we don't talk about, I don't need anyone else worrying,"

"Remus ?"

"what?"

"are you really okay?"

"I am, this staring at the ceiling is joyful, if that makes sense,"

"if anything was bothering you, you would tell me right?"

"you'd be the first I'd tell,"