Corruption Point [4]

I'm Only Human

      " 'Cause I'm only human, yeah "
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There's always a battle happening inside your head, between you and yourself; do this, no don't do that, don't say that, no you should say that; a constant battle between yourself over everything you do. You never know who won until it happens and you see the goodness or the chaos that you have caused. Yet we are still entitled for our actions, but how can I influence who wins the battle and even if I could what would happen if I influenced the wrong side?

There's a reason I originally said it's a battle between you and yourself because you are fighting for both sides, and when one thing sounds much more appealing then another you drop the other argument and the battle is won. So it is, overall your choice to choose between both sides as well as feed both sides, and if you choose wrongly then the only thing you can do is try to fight back before you make the mistake, yet if the mistake has already been made there's nothing you can do but utter three powerful words, I am sorry.

It won't do much, you still may have to make it up in another ways, but those three words let yourself know, as well as everyone else know, that you made a mistake. Besides we're only humans, we make mistakes, we mess up, we do things we regret, but as long as we can get up after we've fallen, then we show that we're not ready to give up anytime soon. So get up, reach out to the light even though it seems impossible, and push through, fight back, because yes I made a mistake, yes I screwed up, but I'm only human, I make mistakes, as long as I'm able to learn from them  and get back up stronger then ever, then my mistakes will never define me, because yes I'm only human.

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Lillian paced back and forth in Frieda's room, the girls phone in her hand, and her hands were shaking, her heart was beating fast, this was there last chance, their last hope, the last card to play. It made complete sense that he would be the one to save her. She had to call him, she had to gather up her courage and ask and beg him to help her. She wondered what his reaction would be to her falling to corruption point, she wondered if he would help, but even more then that she wondered if it would really be him that would save her. Lillian stopped pacing and took a deep breath and pressed call.

Hello a familiar voice rang through the room, Frieda is that you?

No it's Lillian, Lillian said slowly trying to calm her nerves, I need your help.

My help, the voice answered in confusion, for what may I ask?

Frieda, she's in trouble Lillian said as she felt her heart beat faster, she needs help.

Lillian, the voice said very seriously, what's wrong, what's happened to Frieda?

I just thought you'd be able to help her Lillian said, because you know her the best; I mean..... she's your sister, so I figured you'd know how to help her!

What happened to Frieda? The voice asked loud in worry, what has happened to my sister!

She Lillian said breathlessly trying to calm her beating heart and racing nerves, she has fallen to corruption point. The moment she said it her nerves stopped and her heart fell back into its regular beat. Silence was all she heard from the other line. Hello? Are you still there? Ogron? Are you still there?

Frieda fell to corruption point Ogron whispered the pain in his voice could clearly be heard, how, why, she's so positive about everything; how did she get there?

Everyone has been hurting her so much, she's been in self pain from the moment she woke up from the dead Lillian said, she didn't understand why she was gifted to live if people were just going to hurt her again. She didn't understand why she would be brought back to a world that could care less if she existed. Then all throughout this year she's been hurt over and over again by people she trusted, I don't blame corruption point for striking when it did.