Corruption Point [4]

The Scars Of A Monster

    Note there will be graphic scenes in this chapter, if you are uncomfortable about reading people hurting themselves please skip over the first part of this chapter, and if you know anyone who self harms themself tell someone, so they can be helped and know that they are loved.

     "And I crash and I break down"
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She drew the dagger close to her skin and began carving into her skin letter by letter; blood dripped down her skin and the dagger, the coils around her strengthening with the blood that fell. The girl gasped in pain as she realized what she was doing and froze.

Why did you stop?

I don't know the girl whispered as the pain continued through her.

You're a bad person, you've hurt people, you made so many people do things they didn't want to do, and for that, for their pain you must feel pain; don't you agree Frieda, don't you agree that you deserve the worst. My darling daughter I can't believe how far you fell, how could I ever hope you would change.

No! I want to change Frieda screamed not wanting to be left alone again here, here, she couldn't even remember where she was, but she knew she deserved the worst, that her mother was right; she needed to be punished. Please she begged, please tell me what I can do, I'll do it, I'll do anything.

You agree that you must stay here forever then, that you should never leave until I say you are ready to.

Yes Frieda said looking at her mom I agree.

The coils completely wrapped around Frieda and trapped her in Oblivion, but it wasn't permanent not yet; if you want to change to become good enough for me the take the dagger with your blood and carve your name into this; Rose picked up the root of the coils, carve your name into this and you accept your fate.

Frieda picked up the dagger and cut her monstrous self letting blood drip onto the dagger; something nagged inside of her like something was wrong, yet it was gone as quickly as she felt it, and without a doubt in her mind Frieda carved her name where her mother asked. She suddenly felt light headed and weak, what's happening to me?

The first part of your punishment, complete weakness, you won't be able to move or talk, you'll be so exhausted, and I'll stop it when you admit what you are, what you will always be, and what you should carve into your skin over and over and over again, forget your name and call yourself only that.

I am a monster, I will always be a monster and I will carve it into my skin until I remember, I will force myself to remember what I am, where my place is, and that I belong no where else. I will answer to the title monster, I do not know who Frieda is, I can't remember her, I am a monster and that's all I'll ever be, please mother I'm sorry I forgot but I'll make sure to never forget again; please just don't put me through that weakness.

You're words are nothing monster, take the dagger and prove it!

Frieda lifted the dagger to right above her heart and carved the word monster into her skin but she wasn't satisfied she carved the word again and again until her mother made her stop because she may pass out. I am a monster and that's all I will ever be, the blood continued to run down dripping onto the coils and strengthening them beyond.

Good. Rose said watching her daughter's pain what's your name?

Frieda she said.

No! Her mom said hitting her head, what is your name?

She vibrantly shook in pain and weakness, my name is monster.

Again her mother said unsatisfied.