The Pain is all worth it.

Day #32 - 33

Chickenpox.

Hatred. Resentment. Denial.

Feelings that I feel about my body. Why of all people this has to happen to me?

Looking at the mirror, the spots are making me more sick. I hate looking at my body. I hate this blisters. My throat hurts. My body is so itchy it hurts. My eyes hurts. Everything hurts.

But I will keep on holding on.

I will keep on the Lord's promise and plans. I will hold on to Him. He is in control. I leave everything to Him.