The Pain is all worth it.

Day #37

Hold on.

Sometimes we feel like we are drifting away. Sometimes it's hard. Sometimes life is making us think of the worst. But everything is fine. Everything is okay. Everything is great.

The Lord will always provide.

My earthly desires makes me bleed. I want a lot of things. My needs have been provided. The Lord never forgets. The Lord is good.

He gave me more than enough. I have none coming in. But he gave me more than enough for the things that are coming out.

Today, I stayed home. Just like what I have been doing for a week now.

I am letting go of my desires.

Appreciating people around me, what I have and what is happening is what my goal.

Sometimes my thoughts gets scared. But I must remain strong. The tingling sensation that scares me shouldn't be entertained. I am loved by the Father. I am loved by God.

It is not easy to be consistent. Struggle is consistent but life is life. We get used to it because God gives us strength. Before there are things that aren't easy. Before there are things that are heavy. Before we even wish that if we get to this situation (one we are at right now) we would be thankful.

Appreciate. Be grateful. Be grateful. Be grateful.