The Pain is all worth it.

Day #44

It's Christmas eve.

And we don't celebrate Christmas.

Yes, I am a proud daughter of God who doesn't celebrate Christmas.

It's raining and it's silent.

I wonder why. People used to be so loud on this times. And now, it is quiet. I don't know why but it saddens my heart. Although I do not celebrate it because of my religion, I see Christmas as a day when family gathers together and celebrate each other. It is more than just gifts and foods. It is more on being grateful to the Father and celebrating the coming of the saviour Jesus Christ.

Yes. I believe Jesus Christ is our Savior. He is the son of God. It is not wrong to be happy on the date of his birth. We should all be happy. Our sins are redeemed. Redeemed by Jesus Christ. Glory to Him! Glory to Him!

Today, I went to the baby girl at the hospital. It breaks my heart to see her situation. I feel sad for my cousin. She will be all alone on her room. Life has been a little bit unfair for her. But I know that God will reward her. God has beautiful plans for each and every one. And although we are sinners, God's love is everlasting. He sees what is inside our hearts. I know that He knows our intentions. God is good. All the time. 🙏

Amen.