Prince Of My Heart

chapter 58

Chapter 58

Sophia POV

What is it? Is there something wrong with me? I blink

She sighs heavily looking between us like she's does not want to deliver the bad news but will have to; you were about three months pregnant but you lost the baby in the fall

My heart immediately drops in my chest and the beeping in the machine dials up, I don't understand, what do you mean?
I was not pregnant!!
No I would have known I say in hysteria, I would have known right?  she has it all wrong right? I stare across at Alex who seems to have lost his voice with a painful look in his eyes he stands up from his seat stepping back,

what do you mean? he ask again in a hoarse voice

She was almost done with her third trimester and most women are like that, they don't realise they are pregnant till the bump start to show even most don't know till they go into labor.

But I did not get symptoms!! I scream and she wince, I would have known!! You're lying I shook my head trying to wipe my eyes with my swollen hand, the physical pain I feel is much more less than the emotional turmoil I'm currently going through

Am sorry Sophia, Prince Eric there is more she blinks gulping, we have to do a series of test cause you were severely injured during the fall, you were bleeding severely and still are

I just thought I got on my period I sigh turning my head away tears slowly falling down my eyes

We have to do test to make sure we don't have to perform a hysterectomy on you since the fall was severe and we think it will be the best thing for you or else it might become worse and can damage your entire system, she grips her board tightly waiting for the upcoming question

What's that? I choke on my tears turning to her

Eric focus on her still quiet

It's removing your uterus and cervix the surgery unable you to have children, now I know that's pretty sudden she adds quickly but if the tests come out negative or the bleeding stops there will be no need for it, it will be the only way to save your life Sophia

My sob rakes my body and I turn to the side my body shaking with tears

Am sorry you will have to stay for a few days she says into the tense silence before moving away with the nurse

The room is filled with my sobs, I shake in my bed thinking over the words, not only did I lose my child I might not have the opportunity of ever getting one, and this is all my fault, who else is it to blame? I should have left that woman, I should not have listened to her words that might be true I should not have attended that party I should not have gotten in a relationship with a Prince, I should not have moved to London, I should be a drunk in New York right now, not in a hospital contemplating my life

Soph he calls out my name, we're going to be okay he grips my shoulder rubbing back and forth

I shrug him off biting my lip bitterly, more tears trail down my face, I might never experience the joy of motherhood thanks to my clumsiness, thanks to my life in general.

Leave me alone Eric I call out coldly, angry at myself, him, the party that woman that made me stay and listen to her gossip.

Sophia I know how you feel he SATs his voice cracking

No no you don't I turn to him my eyes blurring with tears I immediately wipe my tears away, you're not laying in this bed, you have the possibility of having children with whatever woman you chose I spit out bitterly, you're not the one who was pregnant for over three months and did not realise it, I drank wine, beer put myself; us in danger everyday and now I finally did it I finally killed the last thing that would have ever made me happy